Papa Day!

Yesterday was Father's Day yahuuu..
We had wonderful Father's Day celebration both in SIB KL as well as in SIB Kajang.
I don't remember any special moment about Father's day until this year..DADDY reminded me about being grateful with everything I had including my precious Papa.


I don't have so much memory with Papa because I am not the "anak bapa" type haha. But then while I was sitting today..looking through Papa's picture I realize how much he actually been good to me! Ya..Papa is not the type of father who express his love in words but more in actions..I think la haha. He never say 'I love You" but I knew through his actions like buying my favorite-pork during my birthday last year hahha. Mama also told me how excited Papa was when I was born and even he is the one gave my name-Nernny..amazing kan:)


I remember when I was around 2 years old..when my parents going to our "ladang", Papa will put me inside the "Barazit"

This how the Barazit looks like

Barazit is our traditional basket where we use to carry harvest such paddy or other crops as well as any tools that we need to take with us when we going out to jungles or ladang hihi. As I remember Papa's Barazit was bigger than this where I can fit inside it. Papa will send me to my uncle house and I will wait for them to come back from ladang. hahah that was one of my favourite moment when I was small kid.


Later on..when I grown up, Papa taught me how to sing and speak in front of people. I remembered every year during Christmas I will sing one Christmas song during church. and until now Papa sometimes still ask me to do haha.


O ya did I mention about Papa is actually a Pastor but in our church and they call him Pastor, Gembala, Tumpuk and last year Papa get his Pendeta :)). So I am a Pastor's kid hehe. Papa doesn't really taught me how to pray and read my bible by asking me to do that everyday but I learn it through seeing him doing. Papa always remind us the important of praying and staying as strong family-and that is how I am now haha.


Papa and Mama will remind us only one thing to pray before go to sleep. Before meal is our prayer practice moment hahha because Papa will ask each one of us to take turn saying grace.


When I was 16 years old, Papa ask me to give sharing during Christmas's night-that was my first sharing in my church! The courage to speak up is actually been train up since young-when Papa always bring me along during his ministry. That was ONE THING I really want to thank Daddy for giving me such wonderful Papa. Not only that Papa always enourage me and always giving me chance to bring something new in our church and also many chances to share with our people in church and also in our family.


Me and Papa didn't really talk much actually. Even when I called him yesterday to wish him Father's day..not long after that Papa's favorite dialogue ' mau cakap dengan mama?" hahahha..but of course I knew he has so much to say but just don't know how to say it kan haha. O ya and last year Papa ever ask me "bila mau kawin?" hahahhahaha funny la. usually Mama is the one who always ask but that was the first time Papa asked me that question. and my answer to him.."sabar la Pa" hahha. I think he just miss "pongivasan" in our house after my last brother's wedding last 2 years.


Its been 56 years now and I am still thinking what is the best gift I can give Papa for Father's Day. As I remember I bought shirt and neck tie for him before but well Narnia is just so bad in choosing gift for man hahha..it does't suit him hahahha. Yesterday I told Papa that I will make steam cake for him when I am back..but I think I will do something more for him and mama too. surprise..tunggu saya pulang bila-bila la haha. So I did this for Papa

Happy Father's Day Papa!

Other fathers might look good and better than you hundreds times..but I have to admit today that You are my Hero among all fathers in the world. Sayang ko!

PATIENCE

PATIENCE

"I gama tumahan dot oruol ko kosusaan ko karaatan"

These few days I just tend to lost my temper and easily get hurt--hish..tak boleh bah macam ni :(


I lost patience when people take our turn to do presentation which our group suppose to do it first-the reason i get angry was I just want to finish all my presentations this week.
Again today i lost patience when my friend tend to made decision without asking permission from my group-again!


I am totally angry with my friends and even people surround me..but thank God for  He calm down my spirit and emotion and I choose to quiet myself unless I will getting more angry. I sing! hahhaha just like what Iin Tjipto did when she angry-it does work actually hahha. I went back to my room and tell Daddy-I am sorry for I lost my temper today and after that I sleep before my next class. 


Somehow I think myself-why should I easily lost my temper with small stuffs..should't happen again bah. so yeah Love is Patient kan. Live it out!

7 Steps Before You Commit by Sheri Rose

Your Time and Talent are Valuable, so before you commit to anything or anyone, consider the following:

1. Look at the fruits of what follows that person and ask yourself where will they be leading you. Keep in mind NOT ALL open doors are from God. 

"Just as you can identify a tree by its fruit, so you can identify people by their actions." ~Matthew 7:20

2. Take a hard look at your future and ask yourself, "Is this God's purpose & plan for me? Or will this person or project detour, delete or distract from what God may have for me?"

"Mark out a straight path for your feet; stay on the safe path. Don't get sidetracked; keep your feet from following evil." ~Proverbs 4:26-27

3. Ask yourself, "Will I be growing in my walk with Christ when working with this person or on this project?" 

"...be on your guard so that you are not carried away by the error of unprincipled men and fall from your own steadfastness, but grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ." ~2 Peter 3:17-18

4. "Will my time and talent invested become a blessing to anyone other than myself?"

"Therefore encourage one another and build each other up, just as in fact you are doing." ~1 Thessalonians 5:11

5. Before you walk away from where you are for a new venture, PRAY HARD and count the cost of what you're leaving behind or giving up. 

"But don't begin until you count the cost. For who would begin construction of a building without first calculating the cost to see if there is enough money to finish it?" ~Luke 14:28

6. When the beginning excitement phase is over, is this something or someone that you would want to stay connected to when challenges arise?

"Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour." ~1 Peter 5:8

7. Don't allow desperation force you to make a move too quickly. For major decisions, seek wisdom in the Word and wise counsel from those you trust. Then wait at least 30 days and see what God reveals before you invest your valuable time & talent in anyone or anything.

"Be still in the presence of the LORD, and wait patiently for him to act." ~Psalm 37:7

"Your word is a lamp to guide my feet and a light for my path." 

Psalm 119:105

A Way of Escape A Way of Escape

 

My Princess Warrior,

The enemy will always attempt to trap you by a appealing to your earthly desires and his strategy has taken many of my chosen ones down into a pit of despair.

Spiritual warfare is not a game My Princess Warrior. It is very real, and you will have to run as far from temptation as you can to keep from falling prey to it. I know running from the darkness may seem radical to many, but you are called to live a radical faith.

I will always make a way of escape for you. But you ultimately make the choice to either bite the tempting bait of Satan or escape the snare of the enemy and run to Me.

Love,
Your King, the Great Escape 

~

"And because of his glory and excellence, he has given us great and precious promises. These are the promises that enable you to share his divine nature and escape the world's corruption caused by human desires."
~2 Peter 1:4 NLT~

Beautiful Things out Of Broken Heart

My Beautiful Warrior,

What you may see as broken inside yourself, I see as beautiful. I am the One who makes beautiful things out of broken hearts. I am the same God who took a brokenhearted orphan named Esther and turned her into a queen who saved My people.

Just as I used Esther's pain for My purpose, I will not waste a single tear you have shed, My love. I can and will use whatever is broken in your life for My glory. My love and mercy will shine brightest in those broken places. I will not only use what is broken, I will rebuild you to become even better and more beautiful than you could ever imagine.

Love,
Your King who sees your true beauty

Change My Heart

Elo!

I found out this new song and I tell you that it was a very awesome song..be blessed!

Change This Heart - Sidewalk Prophets

I've been trying to run away from this false reality 
no matter where I turn my back You're always right in front of me 
so I push You away, but I don't know that I'm wrong 
I don't know the words to say to make my faith that strong 

so I will pray to You right now 
to take away my sin 
heal away my brokenness 
and change this heart again 

without You I am nothing 
but a weak and dying man 
so I will pray to You right now 
and change this heart again 

what is going through the motions 
if my life is still the same 
everyday's the same old puzzle 
all the pieces re-arranged 
and I refuse Your help 
out of my own selfish pride 
Lord I have so many masks 
to cover up and hide 

so I will pray to You right now 
to take away my sin 
come heal away my brokenness 
and change this heart again 
without You I am nothing 
but a weak and a dying man 

so I will pray to You right now 
come change this heart again 

so I will pray to You my Lord 
to change this heart again 

My Journey with Daddy

Second day of my journey with Daddy and again Daddy reminded me about COMPROMISING (my previous post).

The question that I ask myself, “Do I compromise?”

And my answer is YES-MANY TIMES. 

Worst than before. That’s why I made decision to have Special Journey with Daddy. I am tired of thinking how bad I am if I won’t stop doing or thinking those stuff that I am not suppose to do. I am tired of being person who compromise a lot.

I compromise with my emotions my flesh and many more. Frustrated and being hurt and I allowed those bad stuff control my emotion and feeling instead of forgiving.

But as I sat back today and think..what I had done? I read my old posts when I just started this blog and I realize how good God to me. And now? I just screwed up..nothing works and will never unless I really want to come back to Daddy.

So Daddy, I commit my Special Journey with You into Your hands. Help me to understand and rediscover what I’ve lost in my life. Help me to come back to what You want to be. I need You Daddy. Love you

Narnia 

Don't Ever Compromise

My Princess,

In your weakness, I will keep you strong, My child. I am well aware of the many things in this life that war against your spirit and your soul. I know it feels like distractions and difficulties are sent daily to test your character and convictions. 

Remember, My love, this life is not a dress rehearsal. It's the real thing, and I'm training you through these tests to trust Me. I am preparing you today for your future life in heaven. So seek Me in prayer for My strength, and don't give in to temptation or compromise. They are like quicksand lying on your path to righteousness. Hold on to Me and My power within you, and I promise that you will make it through. When the wicked winds try to blow out the flame of your faith or try to cause you to compromise, stand on My truth...I am your solid Rock, and you can conquer anything in My strength.

Love,
Your King and your Rock

~

"Temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will keep the temptation from becoming so strong that you can't stand up against it. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you will not give in to it."
~1 Corinthians 10:13~

Considering

Narnia:)

If you're desiring God's plan for your life...consider the following 3 things:

1. Look at the fruits of what you do with your time. Consider fasting off distractions for 30 days so you will hear God's voice clearly.

2. Before you move in any new direction, pray hard and count the cost of what you are giving up before you walk away from something or someone God may have given to you.

3. Purify yourself.  By what you read, watch and listen to so you won't be misdirected by the moral decay and deception of this world.

Let me pray for you...

Dear God, 
I pray you would open the eyes, ears and heart of your precious child so that she can hear your voice clearly. I pray today You would use her in a surprising way. I ask in Jesus' name that you will Renew her Passion for your daily purpose in her life. Amen

"If you continue in My word, then you are truly disciples of Mine; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free."
~John 8:31, 32

-Sheri Rose-

New Foundation of LOVE

"Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful, and endures through
every circumstance." 

~1 Corinthians 13:7~ 

Dear Friends,   

I know it is hard to believe one person's love and reaction to the ruins of relationships will help rebuild our broken society, but it's TRUE. Our God can and will rebuild a beautiful life out of any broken heart willing to make a change. He will use one sacrificial choice, one act of forgiveness, one sincere repentant heart, and one woman who is willing to step out in faith and start rebuilding with love. 

 

I don't know where you stand today with the man you love or loved-or if you are single, divorced, separated, or widowed-but would you consider taking a step of faith with me and begin building a new foundation of love? I have discovered that healing begins and hope is restored when you and I use our pain to bring change and allow God to show us a picture bigger than our own desires...I hope your answer is YES. 

 

Love,
Sheri Rose