I am a teacher-haha I am a trainee teacher. if you wonder what school I am in-its a special education school-means I am teaching visual impaired students. bagus kan hahah. Well time flies sooo fast and without really realizing it we have another 8 days in this school. If you ask me-hows my feeling..honestly I am happy because finally my practicum done and now can focus more to finish up my thesis..then after that is home sweet home yeah! But at the other hand I feel sad leaving my students where how much they gave all kinds of memories with them. Being with them during this past 4 months really taught me a lot about the roles as a special education teacher. Challenges? yeah I faced them everyday..the students made me laugh-smile but sometimes they made me lost my patience and angry with them.
I remember during my first month teaching my Math class. Honestly I lost my patience with two of my boys in the class who don't listen to my instruction. I was frustrated with these two. During the second month Daddy change my mind-"Why don'y you pray for your students more and treat them with love?"...hahahhaha I laugh. How can I treat them with love while they can't even listen to my instruction?hahah stubborn Narnia kan. well I obeyed what Daddy asked me-Pray for my students. so what I did was came early to class-praying for my students and my teaching materials too hahah. I surrender my whole lesson into Daddy's hand and trust Him that He is in control :). Daddy answered my prayers-He changes the atmosphere of my Math class. I am not saying that they fully listen to me but they do changed. They started to behave during class-do my work and the most important is I started to enjoy my teaching haha. Now looking back my journey with my students- I am thankful to have them as my students. They let me exercise my patience and the true action of love-the unconditional love. They taught me to love others even in hard situation. Obrigada Daddy!
I am thankful for my Form 4 students also for being my good friends and adik-adik rock during my class and yeah leaving them behind is very hard. not only that I have my multiple students who sometimes made me clueless how to teach them with their multiple disabilities. It took me long time to discover the suitable method to teach them. I am so happy when they started to read short sentence-do simple spelling and laugh during my class.
Daddy is my truly provider through out my teaching practicum- Th Psalm 23 is what He promised me during my first day in school.Not only that He answered my prayer to finally meet one Christian student as well. I was excited and amazed how Daddy brought us together hahah.
So my journey during my teaching practicum is not done yet. I still have 8 days with them. My simple prayer to Daddy-one more miracle before I leave-prayer answered this what I trust. Daddy answered my prayers.