I am a teacher-haha I am a trainee teacher. if you wonder what school I am in-its a special education school-means I am teaching visual impaired students. bagus kan hahah. Well time flies sooo fast and without really realizing it we have another 8 days in this school. If you ask me-hows my feeling..honestly I am happy because finally my practicum done and now can focus more to finish up my thesis..then after that is home sweet home yeah! But at the other hand I feel sad leaving my students where how much they gave all kinds of memories with them. Being with them during this past 4 months really taught me a lot about the roles as a special education teacher. Challenges? yeah I faced them everyday..the students made me laugh-smile but sometimes they made me lost my patience and angry with them.
I remember during my first month teaching my Math class. Honestly I lost my patience with two of my boys in the class who don't listen to my instruction. I was frustrated with these two. During the second month Daddy change my mind-"Why don'y you pray for your students more and treat them with love?"...hahahhaha I laugh. How can I treat them with love while they can't even listen to my instruction?hahah stubborn Narnia kan. well I obeyed what Daddy asked me-Pray for my students. so what I did was came early to class-praying for my students and my teaching materials too hahah. I surrender my whole lesson into Daddy's hand and trust Him that He is in control :). Daddy answered my prayers-He changes the atmosphere of my Math class. I am not saying that they fully listen to me but they do changed. They started to behave during class-do my work and the most important is I started to enjoy my teaching haha. Now looking back my journey with my students- I am thankful to have them as my students. They let me exercise my patience and the true action of love-the unconditional love. They taught me to love others even in hard situation. Obrigada Daddy!
I am thankful for my Form 4 students also for being my good friends and adik-adik rock during my class and yeah leaving them behind is very hard. not only that I have my multiple students who sometimes made me clueless how to teach them with their multiple disabilities. It took me long time to discover the suitable method to teach them. I am so happy when they started to read short sentence-do simple spelling and laugh during my class.
Daddy is my truly provider through out my teaching practicum- Th Psalm 23 is what He promised me during my first day in school.Not only that He answered my prayer to finally meet one Christian student as well. I was excited and amazed how Daddy brought us together hahah.
So my journey during my teaching practicum is not done yet. I still have 8 days with them. My simple prayer to Daddy-one more miracle before I leave-prayer answered this what I trust. Daddy answered my prayers.
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Wednesday, May 8, 2013
Ini Kali Lah
"Ini Kali Lah"
we had our General Election last Sunday and thank God we get free air ticket to go back for the election..hahahha bagus kan Bapa :). and all the way back until I meet my family I heard people said this statement-"Ini Kali Lah"..and surprisingly my niece and nephew sang the "Ini Kali Lah' song hahha.
Well "Ini Kali Lah' is not just the famous statement for me but it was a memorable statement when this is my first time going for election-means my first voting as Malaysian yeah!. I am not really interested in politic but day by day as we prepare for the General Election a.k.a PRU13, Daddy slowly open my heart to get interested with politics..I mean for me my part is to pray for the candidates and the whole election to move smoothly.The "Ini Kali Lah' lyric "Kalau bukan kita siapa lagi?" actually reminded me about my roles as Malaysian. when Daddy put me in this country there must be a reason and responsibility to do and yeah this is our country-If other people from outside cared about Malaysia why can't we do the same for our own country ?bah Ini Kali Lah!so I guess I should named my weekend in Kudat "Ini Kali Lah" hahah
"Ini Kali Lah' statement also brought another special meaning for me personally where this statement is like an action of faith again for me to move to a new journey again. when Daddy said "Ini Kali Lah" its a called for me to trust Him for this journey and walk by faith :). We may not know what results we will get at the end of every journey we take today but remember this:
we had our General Election last Sunday and thank God we get free air ticket to go back for the election..hahahha bagus kan Bapa :). and all the way back until I meet my family I heard people said this statement-"Ini Kali Lah"..and surprisingly my niece and nephew sang the "Ini Kali Lah' song hahha.
Well "Ini Kali Lah' is not just the famous statement for me but it was a memorable statement when this is my first time going for election-means my first voting as Malaysian yeah!. I am not really interested in politic but day by day as we prepare for the General Election a.k.a PRU13, Daddy slowly open my heart to get interested with politics..I mean for me my part is to pray for the candidates and the whole election to move smoothly.The "Ini Kali Lah' lyric "Kalau bukan kita siapa lagi?" actually reminded me about my roles as Malaysian. when Daddy put me in this country there must be a reason and responsibility to do and yeah this is our country-If other people from outside cared about Malaysia why can't we do the same for our own country ?bah Ini Kali Lah!so I guess I should named my weekend in Kudat "Ini Kali Lah" hahah
"Ini Kali Lah' statement also brought another special meaning for me personally where this statement is like an action of faith again for me to move to a new journey again. when Daddy said "Ini Kali Lah" its a called for me to trust Him for this journey and walk by faith :). We may not know what results we will get at the end of every journey we take today but remember this:
"Put GOD in charge of your work and what you've planned will take place"
(Proverbs 16:3,MSG)
Bha apa lagi Ini Kali Lah
Ini Kali Lah
For us to keep doing what we had started and finishing strong
For us to keep moving forward even thing gets harder
For us to keep believing that His plan for our future is always hope and the best
yeah Ini Kali lah!
5th May 2013-Ini Kali Lah-PRU13
Thursday, March 28, 2013
One Step At A Time
His guidance never too early never too late
it includes
our dream
our prayer request
our needs
our relationship
He never rush in His steps
One step at a time
but He never fails to keep and fulfill His promises
So nothing to worry beloved...
One step at a time
Take it slow and continue stepping forward
In His guidance!
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
GRATITUDE
Botardi!
Yesterday we went to our new place where we will be staying there during our teaching practicum. My first impression when I first arrived was.."astaga..." so it means it wasn't that good kan.
Its actually an old building so you can imagine yourself how our house will look like right.With the dust inside I think its been century people stayed in that house. oh this Narnia very good in complaining..seems like I forgot how desperately I asked Daddy to give us place to stay. And now when He gave us one-what did I give Him in return-complaints! apuuu
With the poor condition of our new house honestly its hard to say THANK YOU DADDY for this house. Until this morning Daddy reminded me with this verse,yeah this is my life verse actually hahha
With the indescribable condition of our new house here Daddy taught me about gratitude-to be grateful in everything I have-plenty or little.Tu la Narnia-bersyukur bah ko!Hahaha obrigada Daddy
Yesterday we went to our new place where we will be staying there during our teaching practicum. My first impression when I first arrived was.."astaga..." so it means it wasn't that good kan.
Its actually an old building so you can imagine yourself how our house will look like right.With the dust inside I think its been century people stayed in that house. oh this Narnia very good in complaining..seems like I forgot how desperately I asked Daddy to give us place to stay. And now when He gave us one-what did I give Him in return-complaints! apuuu
With the poor condition of our new house honestly its hard to say THANK YOU DADDY for this house. Until this morning Daddy reminded me with this verse,yeah this is my life verse actually hahha
Philippians 4:11-13 (NLT)
"I have learned how to be content with whatever I have. I know how to live on almost nothing or with everything. I have learned the secret of living in every situation, whether it is with a full stomach or empty, with plenty or little. For I can do everything through Christ who gives me strength"
With the indescribable condition of our new house here Daddy taught me about gratitude-to be grateful in everything I have-plenty or little.Tu la Narnia-bersyukur bah ko!Hahaha obrigada Daddy
View from my room..orang KL sudah \0/
..but still one thing I am happy for during my days here,this is the first time when I wake up every morning I will have this view from my room-KLCC hahahaha
Word of The Day: Gratitude
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Our 2013
Whohaa... finally get the chance to write my first post for this year and yeah the last post for this month too hahah.. Well Happy New Year hahhaha and here it goes celebrating new year during exam is not good at all. It caused me to delay my full reflection of 2012. Plus I am too busy I guess much with unnecessary things (astaga!) which leads to nothing actually.
Yeah how does 2012 looks like for me..
2012 ia a year full with adventure. I get the chance to visit different places and for the first time landed Timor Leste-one of my mission country list \0/. Get to know new people too..plus met Isabella and Dream last year (happy!) and yeah my last year with my good sista-Chef Rein because she graduated..with many new things happened in 2012-OBRIGADA AMAN!
2013? Seriously I started quite well with our thanksgiving service in church then everything came back to normal for me because we were busy with my final exam in my campus..yeah no more exam ~~lalalalala~~
Not even one month I guess my first month of 2013 full with trash :( especially when it comes to my personal relationship with Daddy. Hard moment actually..struggling with my flesh-harmful habits and at the same time Daddy is calling me for repentance and not only that at the other hand I was given new opportunity in our church ministry..Why is Daddy soo good to me?
So how am I going to continue my hopeless journey in 2013?? Thats why our God called as FORGIVING GOD-and that was what exactly Daddy did to me. Sometimes I did asked Him..why can't He just give up on me-the stubborn daughter. and Daddy gave me Hid simple answer- Because He Loves Me!- Its not only my second chances of being forgiven but I guess its countless chances huh?
Really its- AMAZING GRACE-Great sinner like me has been forgiven by Him again and again-Our Savior and Loving God!
2013..So since Daddy give me another chance to let Him repair what I have destroy earlier..nothing I can do other than carefully live out my 2013 journey in OBEDIENCE. Daddy gave me 2 Corinthians 5:7 as my 2013 theme:
But as I sat back again looking at the theme Daddy gave me..I was thinking what makes me to trust Him even thing looks impossible? one thing came to my mind-RELATIONSHIP- ya exactly! for me to be ale to trust Him my 2013 is I need to really have deep relationship with Him! You see without knowing Him well how can I trust Him? wow I am in a relationship- with DADDY hahhaha.
So yeah since I am in a relationship with Daddy 2013 is not my journey alone but OUR JOURNEY :) Journeying and walking together in 2013. I know its not gonna be easy but as long as I hold on to Him-surely I will be able to go through it. Difficulties, mistakes and even trials may tempt me to turn away from Daddy but like what I always said-dont run away from God but run toward Him! I believe in positive side of all the difficulties , mistakes and trials in our life-they will stimulate the growth and maturity of our faith.
So beloved..come let us continue our journey in 2013 with our Master. Instead of us let Him the One who leads our journey.
Daddy..
I commit to You our 2013
Let this year be a year filled with Your miracles and
I know its gonna be unexpected journey but help me
Help me to walk in humbleness
Help me to live in holiness
Help me to carefully obey everything You ask me to
Guide me and lead me in Your Own way
In everything : my study, my future job, my family and friends, the ministry You entrusted me and my relationship too..
Hau Hadomi O Aman!
Agape,
Narnia
Yeah how does 2012 looks like for me..
2012 ia a year full with adventure. I get the chance to visit different places and for the first time landed Timor Leste-one of my mission country list \0/. Get to know new people too..plus met Isabella and Dream last year (happy!) and yeah my last year with my good sista-Chef Rein because she graduated..with many new things happened in 2012-OBRIGADA AMAN!
2013? Seriously I started quite well with our thanksgiving service in church then everything came back to normal for me because we were busy with my final exam in my campus..yeah no more exam ~~lalalalala~~
Not even one month I guess my first month of 2013 full with trash :( especially when it comes to my personal relationship with Daddy. Hard moment actually..struggling with my flesh-harmful habits and at the same time Daddy is calling me for repentance and not only that at the other hand I was given new opportunity in our church ministry..Why is Daddy soo good to me?
So how am I going to continue my hopeless journey in 2013?? Thats why our God called as FORGIVING GOD-and that was what exactly Daddy did to me. Sometimes I did asked Him..why can't He just give up on me-the stubborn daughter. and Daddy gave me Hid simple answer- Because He Loves Me!- Its not only my second chances of being forgiven but I guess its countless chances huh?
Really its- AMAZING GRACE-Great sinner like me has been forgiven by Him again and again-Our Savior and Loving God!
2013..So since Daddy give me another chance to let Him repair what I have destroy earlier..nothing I can do other than carefully live out my 2013 journey in OBEDIENCE. Daddy gave me 2 Corinthians 5:7 as my 2013 theme:
"I Will Walk In Faith Even When I Cannot See"
2013 is a called to:
Trust Him even thing looks impossible
Obey Him even I can't understand
Look upon Him even I can't see Him
Serve Him faithfully in everything He entrusted me
But as I sat back again looking at the theme Daddy gave me..I was thinking what makes me to trust Him even thing looks impossible? one thing came to my mind-RELATIONSHIP- ya exactly! for me to be ale to trust Him my 2013 is I need to really have deep relationship with Him! You see without knowing Him well how can I trust Him? wow I am in a relationship- with DADDY hahhaha.
So yeah since I am in a relationship with Daddy 2013 is not my journey alone but OUR JOURNEY :) Journeying and walking together in 2013. I know its not gonna be easy but as long as I hold on to Him-surely I will be able to go through it. Difficulties, mistakes and even trials may tempt me to turn away from Daddy but like what I always said-dont run away from God but run toward Him! I believe in positive side of all the difficulties , mistakes and trials in our life-they will stimulate the growth and maturity of our faith.
So beloved..come let us continue our journey in 2013 with our Master. Instead of us let Him the One who leads our journey.
Daddy..
I commit to You our 2013
Let this year be a year filled with Your miracles and
I know its gonna be unexpected journey but help me
Help me to walk in humbleness
Help me to live in holiness
Help me to carefully obey everything You ask me to
Guide me and lead me in Your Own way
In everything : my study, my future job, my family and friends, the ministry You entrusted me and my relationship too..
Hau Hadomi O Aman!
Agape,
Narnia
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