Thank You JESUS

Thank You Jesus for everything..
aNOTHER 8days I will leave my sweet hometown again...being here for 2 months plus I learn a lot of things. God is faithful to me during my pre-practicuum in school and really open my mind to really rely upon God's strength when I am in trouble especially with the sign language. It was very hard to leave the school and the students actually.

During the Kaamatan holiday I attended the Youth Revival Conference in my lovely ACF. Dr.Chealsea was our speaker and She's been a blessing so much for us. As an intercessor she reminded me to ALWAYS BE HUMBLE and the most important thinG is go deeper in God's Word and NEVER STOP PRAYING.Thank God for sending her. honestly I was a bit down during that time with a lot things I am not sure which I've to settle off but again Gos opened my heart to be heal and enable Him to transform my heart again. One great thing happened was during our camp in ARC..the HS asked me to share my testimony,the testimony I plan not to tell my ACF family know yet..but again I learn to OBEY HIM. Praise The Lord He did His job and yeah they still can accept me for who am I :)...

After my pre-practicuum finished and after the conference God opened doors to me to share His Word to my people..and it was a great experience for me. It builds my confidence to talk in front and share about HIM. This week was my 2 weeks journey with Him..this is one of the way for me to even know Him more and be more SENSITIVE to His VOICE...

mY Heart and desire is to go deeper and come back to His First Love...I always told myself, my life is nothing when I am apart from Him and that is very true!!!!Thank You Jesus for Your faithfulness and unending love.

Sign Of Love

Hello everyone...I am back :). I've been offline for quite sometimes and lots story to share hehe. First of all after i reached Sabah i went to the school which I have no idea where it is but again God is so faithful to guide my way to that school-SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin Penampang. It was long journey from Luyang and I can tell you that it was very very fun but yer tiring haha. back to story,i met the teachers and they were so nice and it seems that i knew them for long time already. God is good isn't. I actually having problem where to stay during my pre-practicum in that school and God is our Jehovah Jireh the God of Provider amen. I got a house to stay with such wonderful housemates,Halleluyah!

The first day in the school..i couldn't understand what the students talked about because i can tell you that my sign language was bad bad bad. the good thing was the students were so excited to teach me sign language and i have to push myself very hard to catch up with the language. Everyday I ask for God's wisdom to understand sign language...He did and now i can talk with the students even though some words i do not understand haha. Every time i looked at my students i realize that they were special and precious in God's eyes...they will never be alone because God is a faithful God. God created sign language so that they can talk and they can praise Him..sign language is the sign of how much God loved them and me and all of us.

Throughout this week also i learn a lot about to be humble..i am a teacher but the students teach me. i do not felt ashamed because of that...learning together with them makes us ever closer and i can tell you that I FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM..I love my students and love love them.For God has loved me at the first place so now i want them to feel the same love that God has given me..the greatest love of God.

Dear Lord thank You so much for putting me in this school and use me Lord to be Your instrument to bless the people in this school.I love You Lord:)

My Word ABIDE in you!

Today as I am listening to John Piper's sermon on "if My Word abide in you" taken from John 15:1-8..Go spoke to me about really being abide in His Word.

John Piper explained about the verse 7:

If you abide in me, and my words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.
(John 15:7)

Many times we ought to just read the Bible like reading a normal book or maybe not reading the Bible at all! John Piper said that one of the most urgent need now in Christian life is the need of deepest knowledge of God.We need to know God better through His Word and prayers!

The Bible is a Living Word and as we are reading the Bible let us start to acknowledging Him and allows Him to speak to us. The beginning of this month God really challenged me to study on His Word more deeper. Honestly I never have or attend a proper Bible study before and I can say that is the reason why I am scared to share with others about Christ..because I do not have enough knowledge about His Word! But as I told God that I don't want all this anymore I really challenge myself to learn His Word...

Even now I started the 40 days Journey in God's Word sometimes I read the Bible very fast because my motive is to finish it. But John Piper mentioned in his sermon that read the Bible slowly to understand It!And in all your reading keep Jesus before you!

I am sorry God that sometimes I just read Your Word for the sake of reading..but now o God as I continue my 40 days journey in Your Word, speak to me in every words that I read and correct me when my reading is putting You aside instead of relying in You. Continue to open my mind and give me the new things..revelation through Your Word.Hep me to discipline myself throughout this journey.

Thank You Lord.I love You!

Scaryyyyyyyyy

today is my last paper and FINISHED EXAM hahahahahahaha. I am so excited to go back Sabah and meet my family but something happened that makes me scared and don't want to go back......i just feel that it is so fast and really makes me so scared.It never happen in my life and now I felt that I just wanna stay here and come back after finished my study hahhahaha...that will never happen for sure.so now the situation is..so clueless and I just surrender everything into God's hand.

Lord You know what is the best for me and I pray that You will tkae control o God.
Thank You Lord and I love You:)

Happy Happy Happy

hahhahahahahahahahhahaha
I am so happy today :)
He answered my prayer. actually i forgot about that already but when adik called me today and only I remember that yeah God answered my prayer hahhahahaahhahahaah.
Thank You Lord!I Love You:)

I AM SORRY

Lord
I am sorry for all the wrong doings that I've done today
I am sorry for not listening to Your voice
I am sorry for being so stubborn
I am sorry for ignoring You
I am sorry for everything
Please forgive me o God
and teach me and guide me
in every step of my life
every day o God..
so that I will be more and more like You.

I LOVE YOU LORD JESUS

Sincere
Nernny

Hosanna

I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

Hosanna in the highest

This song just keep on playing in my head today..Show me o God what really breaks Your heart!Show me oh God what You really want me to do...

I will Rise

This few days God drove myself to come back for my people the Rungus people. He brought me back to pray and intercede for this special group of God's people and now I can assure you that My heart For Rungus People :)

My heart cries unto the Lord
Finding His ways
His ways for Rungus people
His ways to transform Rungus people
to unite us the Rungus people

A lot of plannings
A lot of voices
But less people make their stand
and yeah...I am one of them who scared to stand :(

But today God
I want to make a difference
I want You to transform me
Transform the way I think
Transform the way I see things

I want to be like Moses who lead Your people Israel
But I want more than him...to lead Your people my people-Rungus Momogun
I really want You to change my life
I am tired of being talking-oriented person
Change me to become Faith-Action-oriented person God
For Your chosen people..the Rungus in Kudat
Kudat the land of revival!

Amen:)

Torima Kasih Tuhan

I was reading Bible today and suddenly the Holy Spirit just brought me to thank God for what He has done in my life especially for my people-Rungus-Momogun. and I just started to type all the praises that come out from my mouth.

Momogun bagi Dikau Tuhan

Ikau no Tuhan o sambaon dahai
Ikau no Tuhan o vozoon dahai
Ikau no Tuhan o Kinoringan dahai
Biano sampai salaid laid

Ikau minongolikup di bansa ku
Ikau no minamasi di bansa ku
Tuhan Ikau no o koposizan di bansa ku
Tundao okoi no o Tuhan

Torima kasih Tuhan......
Tu amu pinolingan Nu iti bansa ku
Torima kasih Tuhan.....
Tu kinakat Nu iti bansa ku
Gunao om tundao okoi no bagi di Karajaan Nu

Tuhan Kinoringan Tosundu
Aso vokon o tihimon dahai
Tanid Ko ikau o Tuhan ku
Salaid-laid manamba okoi Dikau

Aso no harapon dahai vokon
Pokiizon okoi bansa vokon
Posikimon bansa vokon dahai
Nga Ikau Kinoringan o minangakat dahai

Pemoto i mato bansa ku i gamaon Nu Tuhan
Peningo i tolingo bansa ku i porintah Nu Tuhan
Pobukao i ginavo bansa ku i ralan Nu
Ikau no o monguba di bansa ku

Bansa dahai Momogun bagi Dikau
Ikau no o monunda bansa dahai
Nunu nopo keingnan Nu suhuton dahai
Amu no pokodou okoi di ginavo dahai iti

Alaid no Tuhan iti bansa ku
Sid siba nopo mato do bansa vokon
Aso no kinavantangn di bansa ku
Nunu nopo mad kekum ikum nga varo

Nga Ikau Tuhan o banalko avantang
Ikau no i minangakat di bansa Ku
Ikau pinemot di bansa dahai dot varo harapan
Ikau pinemot di bansa vokon dot Ikau o Kinoringan dahai
Ikau o pinedu i sooviai kosikiman bansa ku
Ikau o minonindal di bansa ku
Antad sid kosusaan om kutuk do pomogunan

Tuhan mad ko minonunda Ko bansa dot Israel
Yadino Ko no monunda bansa Momogun
Ikau no monguba iti bansa Momogun
Antad sid aso nununu
Yokoi no bansa i modlobi-lobi barakat antad sid Dikau

Agazo o ponorima kasih dahai Tuhan
Tu nandaman om pinili Nu iti bansa dahai
Tu binarakatan Nu iti bansa dahai
Ombo Kekau no mongovit bansa dahai
Nunu nopo kenginan Nu suhuton dahai
Tu Momogun bahagi Dikau songulun Tuhan!


Lord thank You so much for being faithful to Rungus people
Thank You for bringing HOPE for Rungus people
Thank You for bringing SALVATION for Rungus people
WE ARE YOURS LORD!

Selfish??

as I read through the Proverbs 31 Ministry newsletter today..one word really caught my attention-SELFISH! that is the negative attitudes that as a Christian we are not supposed to have. If we look at this verse:

"Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus..."
Philippians 2:5

When I read this verse again and again the HS spoke to me for my wrong attitudes this few days. Sometimes I felt that I am too selfish and that makes others being hurt. I know that but I intend to ignore and because of that I can't feel the peace in my heart..and that time then only I realize that I have to stop this attitudes and repent! Being selfish is negative and God Himself never being selfish.God cares first about the condition of our hearts because when God has our hearts, He knows that we're surrendered to Him. He'll mold us and shape our attitudes and actions to reflect His character...

I am sorry God for my wrong attitudes this few days..search me, O God and know my heart. Soften my heart and make me willing to receive an attitude adjustment from You. In Jesus' Name, Amen.