Waiting and Walking

Sometimes the door of opportunity seems to be shut, but God is able to open a door that no one can shut. So standing on the firm foundation of his word, we wait for the doors to be opened that will accomplish His will through our lives. When the door opens the pathway to it, and through it, is always made very clear by God. His promise is to never leave us and His presence, which comforts us, is the hope that strengthens us to endure the waiting.

HELP!!!

There is time when me myself feel so hard that actually I NEED HELP..

DO NOT GIVE UP!

1 Peter 5:10
In his kindness God called you to share in his eternal glory by means of Christ Jesus. So after you have suffered a little while, he will restore, support, and strengthen you, and he will place you on a firm foundation.

Nernny do not give up! If you are down get up! Stand firm! GOD HAS A PLAN AND A PURPOSE FOR YOUR LIFE, it’s the truth. When we give our life to the Lord totally, God begins to change and mold us to accomplish His purposes through our lives. Notice the bold print in the scripture that God Himself is making you what you ought to be. Be patient and trust God is working all things for the good for those who love Him and have surrendered their life to Him. Trust God!amen

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY NERNNY hehehhehe

MY DREAM WILL COME TRUE......


I'll REMEMBER forever..MY FIRST "SARDINE CAKE" for my 22nd Birthday hahahah

WHO AM I??

When i looked back...God has been faithful to me over 22years. Honestly I do not know what exactly my feeling for my 22nd birthday..should I be happy or not.There is a lot I failed to achieve which I should done in my age now..but I learn a lot a lot about starting new journey with Him and forget about my past.

Being 22years in this world...honestly many times I fall down, sometimes very deep until its very hard for me to get up but..God is the only one who always there to help carrying me over and over again.There is a lot of times I failed to obey Him..failed to listen to His instructions :(.It seems like my 22 years journey in this world full of my failures..I admit that. But as God has raise me up this year for opening doors for healing and many breakthrough in my life,I told myself forget about your failure and TRUST GOD to change your life!Arise is the meaning my name and my dad ever told me before I came back here to live according to my name's meaning..yeah I shouldn't just sitting here and remember and mourning about my failures but I MUST RAISE UP!!
Rejoice not over me, O my enemy; when I fall, I shall rise; when I sit in darkness, the LORD will be a light to me.
(Micah 7:8)

So for my 22nd birthday I would like to dedicate this song for my sweetheart Nernny Arise...:)))))))))))))))))



Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
Vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Yeaah NOW I AM FREEEEEE

BELIEVING????

I have one new atheist friend...i can tell you i never have one before. this morning God reminded me o these verses:
Know this, my beloved brothers: let every person be quick to hear, slow to speak, slow to anger; for the anger of man does not produce the righteousness of God.
(James 1:19-20)

Honestly at the beginning i was so so angry when he said GOD IS AN IDIOT GOD...GOD IS A MONSTER WHO DO NOTHING FOR US. My friend has a friend who being raped by 5 men and killed brutally. and it makes him hated God for doing nothing to help his friend..he can't trust God is a Love. There are thousand more people out there maybe worst than my friend but the point is we must know on what we believing. My friend said normal Christian will say just trust the Lord and have faith when they don't know the right answer. and what blinds them was the unbelieving.

I never meet Jesus when He came down to earth 2000years ago..but i choose to believe in Him because I know that God is Love and real God..nothing can change it.sometimes its a bit crazy to believe something that not in front of you..but that is the special about christian..by faith God enables us to trust beyond our understanding...

I pray that God will heal and touch my friend's heart that God is not an idiot God...One day the salvation will come to his life amen.

What happen to these people???????

This was written by an atheist from an article in Malaysia Today. Another urgent prayer needs so that these group of people will repent!

Check this out:
http://www.malaysia-today.net/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=32659:switch-jew-for-muslim-and-it-would-remain-the-same&catid=20:no-holds-barred&Itemid=100087

" I can't believe there are some people who still choose to base their decisions on fairy-tale books like the Bible, Torah and Koran over their naturally-evolved brains.

If anyone accuses me of attacking religions, let me say this - Yes I am, and I am not sorry about it. If there are people who prefer to use irrationality , I have the right to employ basic rationality.

Several reasons why:
1. These so called holy books are not holy at all - they are more graphic and violent than any pornographic materials that are being condemned for "corrupting minds". One can just flip to any page in any of these holy books and chances are one can find sanctioned, recurring themes of women persecution, absurdity, perverted sexual stories, unjustified racism, genocides et cetera - than makes one wonder why these themes are allowed in the first place if the main intent of making these books holy to supposedly "lead and educate the masses". Also, remember that scripture-writing is no more than a process of gathering hearsays and introducing one's bias into the process. The Old Testament applies to Jews only (Christians please don't kid yourself), Jesus's teaching in New Testament is for Jews only (it's Paul who took matter into his own hands and give the false perception to non-Jews that they are covered by Jesus's sacrifice insurance - surprised now?), and I won't talk about Koran because I have yet to finish the book (or, lest that I risk my head for talking about Islam)

2. Religions advocates faith, and faith is all about believing in things in irrational manner. And of course, using the "Eddington Concession" method, one can employ irrationality and selective quote mining to justify any irrational thoughts and actions, like "jihad" and "crusades" and whatnot. And put this in the hands of people who wields political power, how worse can it get?

3/ Religions are made by men - they are evolutionary products of man's interaction and attempts to understand the world. Science has again and again trumped religions, and it is high time that rationality and reasonings being used to understand the world, and not using "awe" and "fear". I dislike the statement "to put the fear of God" because why would a Creator (if it exists, though I can't find any reasons to do so" want to scare its own creations? I'd rather have a loving, earthly father whom I can see than a supposedly omniscient and omnipotent, unseed "Father" God who takes so much pain to hide him/it-self.

Finally -

4. Seriously, do one truly require God, or some sort of divine messages as source of morality? Morality, in its most rudimentary form, is a mixture of one's personal view of the world, and shaped by its interaction with the world. If this is too complex to understand, study this analogy - We are like apples, but there are red apples, green apples, apples that are suitable for making pies, and apples that grow well in wild forests, or even apples that aren't suitable for making ciders. Fitting in morality in the apples' analogy is akin to saying that God-sourced morality can be compared as to saying "I don't like red apples simply because I hate the color red and so I being the sweet delicious green apple is better than you because I think that my Creator favors green color to red color", as well as making reasonable comparison as to saying that interaction-sourced morality equals as saying "we are all different types of apples, but we all have our own uses, and no apple is above another apple, and we are all here as results of billion of years' interaction through evolutionary means, so let us be nice to each other because if one of us is not here then all us will not be here". Which of course, brings us to the topic of "evolution vs there-must-be-a-Creator-and-my-Creator-kicks-your-Creator's-ass", but I'll not venture there as this is a mighty wide digression.

Anyway, all I'm saying that religions are man-made products and religions insult our intelligence, no matter how much basic morality can one find in these holy books because holy books are no more than an Amway catalog trying to cheat you of your money and life and it takes irrational faith to believe in these books to create self-deceiving perception that holy books are good and holy."

URGENT..God help us!

BN MADE SABAH POOR

As I read this article today..it was really really breaking my heart to see what our government has done for my state and my people...need more action and prayer.I pray that God will put the right person to rule Sabah and bring this state out of poverty...

URGENT NEED PEOPLE!!!

BN made Sabah poor, says MP
Mon, 05 Jul 2010 11:50


By FMT Staff

PETALING JAYA: The MP for Kota Kinabalu has blamed Barisan Nasional for the poverty of Sabahans and the exodus of job-seekers from the state.

Twenty-three percent of Sabahans were below the poverty line and thousands who had left the state were living in misery in Peninsular Malaysia and Singapore, said Hiew King Chiew at a forum here.

“Sabah was once very wealthy and citizens did not worry about jobs, food and water, but since Umno-BN took over, we’ve become the poorest state in Malaysia, with 23.4 percent of the population living in poverty," he said.

“That means 23 out of 100 Sabahans are living below the poverty line. It has forced thousands of our youths to migrate to the peninsula and Singapore looking for jobs.”

Recalling visits to Tambunan, Keningau, Ranau, Kudat and Pitas, Hiew said his group found the locals living in shacks, “one spartan shack" for each family.

“Their main activity was padi and vegetable farming and fishing in the river,” he said.

“It’s shocking to see this."

He called on Sabahans and other Malaysians to extend assistance "in whatever form" to help poor Sabahans.

He also censured the federal government for not abiding by the terms of the 1963 agreement and said it was the failure of its policies that had caused the infiltration of cheap foreign labour into Sabah, resulting in the exodus of job-seeking Sabahans.

“We’ve given BN a chance but they did not do anything," he told an audience of about 300.

"Pakatan Rakyat is trying its honest best to help. We need a change. We need to save Sabah and Malaysia.”

Thank You JESUS

Thank You Jesus for everything..
aNOTHER 8days I will leave my sweet hometown again...being here for 2 months plus I learn a lot of things. God is faithful to me during my pre-practicuum in school and really open my mind to really rely upon God's strength when I am in trouble especially with the sign language. It was very hard to leave the school and the students actually.

During the Kaamatan holiday I attended the Youth Revival Conference in my lovely ACF. Dr.Chealsea was our speaker and She's been a blessing so much for us. As an intercessor she reminded me to ALWAYS BE HUMBLE and the most important thinG is go deeper in God's Word and NEVER STOP PRAYING.Thank God for sending her. honestly I was a bit down during that time with a lot things I am not sure which I've to settle off but again Gos opened my heart to be heal and enable Him to transform my heart again. One great thing happened was during our camp in ARC..the HS asked me to share my testimony,the testimony I plan not to tell my ACF family know yet..but again I learn to OBEY HIM. Praise The Lord He did His job and yeah they still can accept me for who am I :)...

After my pre-practicuum finished and after the conference God opened doors to me to share His Word to my people..and it was a great experience for me. It builds my confidence to talk in front and share about HIM. This week was my 2 weeks journey with Him..this is one of the way for me to even know Him more and be more SENSITIVE to His VOICE...

mY Heart and desire is to go deeper and come back to His First Love...I always told myself, my life is nothing when I am apart from Him and that is very true!!!!Thank You Jesus for Your faithfulness and unending love.

Sign Of Love

Hello everyone...I am back :). I've been offline for quite sometimes and lots story to share hehe. First of all after i reached Sabah i went to the school which I have no idea where it is but again God is so faithful to guide my way to that school-SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin Penampang. It was long journey from Luyang and I can tell you that it was very very fun but yer tiring haha. back to story,i met the teachers and they were so nice and it seems that i knew them for long time already. God is good isn't. I actually having problem where to stay during my pre-practicum in that school and God is our Jehovah Jireh the God of Provider amen. I got a house to stay with such wonderful housemates,Halleluyah!

The first day in the school..i couldn't understand what the students talked about because i can tell you that my sign language was bad bad bad. the good thing was the students were so excited to teach me sign language and i have to push myself very hard to catch up with the language. Everyday I ask for God's wisdom to understand sign language...He did and now i can talk with the students even though some words i do not understand haha. Every time i looked at my students i realize that they were special and precious in God's eyes...they will never be alone because God is a faithful God. God created sign language so that they can talk and they can praise Him..sign language is the sign of how much God loved them and me and all of us.

Throughout this week also i learn a lot about to be humble..i am a teacher but the students teach me. i do not felt ashamed because of that...learning together with them makes us ever closer and i can tell you that I FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM..I love my students and love love them.For God has loved me at the first place so now i want them to feel the same love that God has given me..the greatest love of God.

Dear Lord thank You so much for putting me in this school and use me Lord to be Your instrument to bless the people in this school.I love You Lord:)