Second week after our semester break started we had CPR at Selangor dam..very nice place.
What we did during the CPR was discussing and also planning for this semester activities in PERKEB.During the CPR i learned one very special thing for me..START TO TRUST OTHERS AND DON'T CARRY YOUR BURDEN ALONE..being honest I am the type of person who very hard to ask help from others because for me my own need is not important compared to others..and because of that it makes me feel tired and sometimes lonely i guess hahah.yes I told God to give me strength but I don't really share to others about my burden..i put them all inside me.but during the CPR God really break my heart to appreciate and start trusting the people around me and share the burden with them. it was very different now when i say
"yes Lord i will trust them"
Now I realize that it was better when a group of God's people standing besides you..to carry your burdens and support you hahha.
After CPR I attended National Conference 2010 at Port Dickson.
RISK IT U-TURN!!!
So much U-turns i have to make actually after NC which i am not sure i will able to make it or not but one thing i believe is if i want to make different i have to allowed God to make changes in my life too!!that is why i have the courage to take a risk and make u-turn. i still remember what Sis Kim Cheng said during NC,
"When you say YES to God,be prepared to see His surprises!"
that's right..i don't know what will happen especially after i make some u-turns after this but i will still keep holding unto God's promises that He will never leave me alone.
after NC yeah hahha so many places i went during this semester break haha..i join Teenstreet at Miri for one week..i have to tell you this is the first camp i ever join which very creative and so much fun. it was different with the other camps i went before.maybe because the participants are mostly teenagers and they are crazy and awesome people hahah.
Even though i was a bit sick during that camp but i thank God for enables me finished that camp and learn something new.i learn something which for me very very important..it was NET..during Teenstreet we have our own Net group where we share, we support,we pray and learn together. and from there i started thinking who is in my Net group..and i started to write down some names which i really trust and close with me where i can share about everything..and yeah i put them in my Net group. for me Net group is very helpful in my spiritual growth where we have people who willing to pray and listen to you..
After Teenstreet i went back to my hometown and yeah fall sick for one week..very tired..super tired. i spent time with my family and also visited my ACF family as well. i miss them all and yeah i think my soul is still in Kudat now hahaha.
so yeah..when i looked back during the semester break i can see how God really blessed me with new friends and family..and yeah God is my very very GGOD FRIEND AND HERO..
Thank You Jesus for everything..I love You!
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