KOVOSIHAN-ANUGERAH-GRACE

Finally I found the song Amazing Grace in Rungus version. This song really touched my life and we sang this song during the last worship during EARC..and that was the first time I found the Indonesian version hahha.

I KOVOSIHAN NU TUHAN (Rungus)

I kovosihan Nu Tuhan

Minanapul dohon

I gulu napalid oku

Ikau Pinemumui

Notudukan Nu rumonok

Ino ginavo ku

Tinanus Nu I rosi ku

Tu kasip sid Dikau

Ogumu o kosusaan

O navazaan ku

Nga Ikau ne mozo vozo

Minamasi dohon

I Tuhan tatap asamod

Kumaa sid dohon

I boros Dau o kolig ku

Sid koposizan ku

AJAIB BENAR ANUGERAH (Indonesian)

Ajaib benar anugerah
pembaru hidupku
Ku hilang, buta, bercela
Oleh-Nya ‘ku sembuh

Ketika insaf ‘ku cemas
Sekarang ‘ku lega
Syukur bebanku t’lah lepas
Berkat anugerah

Ku dapat janji yang teguh
Ku harap sabda-Nya
Dan Tuhanlah perisaiku
Tetap selamanya

AMAZING GRACE

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost, but now I'm found
Was blind, but now I see
'Twas grace that taught my heart to fear
And grace my fears relieved
How precious did that grace appear
The hour I first believed
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

The Lord has promised good to me
His word my hope secures
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures

My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God, my Savior has ransomed me
And like a flood His mercy rains
Unending love, Amazing grace

The earth shall soon dissolve like snow
The sun forbear to shine
But God, Who called me here below
Will be forever mine
Will be forever mine
You are forever mine 

tHE ugLY tRuth???

Beloved..

When you faced hard situation,

When you feel very bad feeling,

When you want to run away from knowing the truth but you end up knowing the ugly truth,

What will you do?

As for me I will not going anywhere because I still have my faithfull God.

This song strengthens me a lot..

This song is  about how faithful God is to us,

Jesus our LORD never leave us aloneJ

He is my Daddy and my Bestfriend!

Halleluyah!

Ada Satu Sobatku Yang Setia
Tak Pernah Dia Tinggalkan Diriku
Di Waktu Aku Susah, Waktu Ku Sendirian
Dia S’lalu Menemani Diriku

Nama-Nya Yesus, Nama-Nya Yesus
Nama Yesus Yang Menghibur Hatiku
Nama-Nya Yesus, Nama-Nya Yesus
Nama Yesus Yang Menghibur Hatiku

Terima Kasih YESUS!

I'll never be the same :)))))

Happy Day

The greatest day in history

Death is beaten

You have rescued me

Sing it out

Jesus is alive

Empty cross

And empty grave

Life eternal

You have won the day

Shout it out

Jesus is alive

He's alive

Oh happy day

Happy day

You wash my sin away

Oh happy day

Happy day

I'll never be the same

Oh no

Forever I am changed

When I stand in that place

Free at last

Meeting face to face

I am Yours

Jesus you are mine

Endless joy and perfect peace

Earthly pain finally will cease

Celebrate, Jesus is alive

Yeah, He's alive

And oh, what a glorious day

What a glorious way

That you have saved me

And oh, what a glorious day

What a glorious name, yeah

Oh happy day

Happy day

You wash my sin away

Oh happy day

Happy day

I'll never be the same

Oh happy day

Happy day

You wash my sin away

Oh happy day

Happy day

I'll never be the same

Oh no

Forever I am changed

What a glorious, glorious day

I'll never be the same

Birthday Wishes

Rebuilding the broken walls

Shalom people!

It almost a month I spent my holiday in my home sweet home. There are many things happened in my life when I met many new people at our new home, new community and new church. Yet I was very grateful to have the chance to know each one of those people who really teach me about humbleness. The people who thirst with the truth! I am thankful to have the chance to be with them, to pray together with them, to worship God together and to share with them about God’s love especially the kids..they are so adorable haha. I learnt many new things too including all the labor work hahha since we are helping to build our new church and also I start to help in our rubber farm. Very tired but it so much fun to do all that actually!

O ya I just finished read one very good book-“Melayani daripada kehidupan dalaman yang kuat” by Susan Tang. The most important part that really caught my heart was the intimacy with God in our ministry. Many God’s servant so excited to preach about God but they do not have the new manna from God. Yes they still preach the Gospel to the people but no power. There reason is one thing-they are too busy to serve and to preach the Gospel but forget to build strong relationship with God. It’s very simple concept, if you have not spending time to listen and to grow closer with God you will never get the new message and captured God’s heart! You may able to impress many people with your talents or your teaching about God but  do you still remember this verse:

Matthew 7:21-23 (ESV)

(21)  "Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but the one who does the will of My Father who is in heaven.

(22)  On that day many will say to Me, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and cast out demons in Your name, and do many mighty works in Your name?'

(23)  And then will I declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from Me, you workers of lawlessness.'

As I read this book, I ask forgiveness from Daddy because I admit I am in that group of people who forget the real quiet time with God. Of course I still do quiet time but just a normal routine without any expectations to know God’s more. I can say that my quiet time was in rush moment..I can’t really spent quality time with Daddy because I just too busy. And because of that I run the race without the baton from Daddy to pass on to His people..actually I just wasting my energy to share about Daddy if I do not have what Daddy really wants me to bring. I do not have the new manna because I don’t take time to wait and to listen. BANG BANG BOOM…..what a big bomb in my spiritual life. I let the big hole of my wickedness grow and grow until it ruins my spiritual walls and now its collapse!

However I thank God for the chance once again to rebuild the walls of my spiritual life by starting over again. The time of refreshing and to come back to God to capture His heart again.

Friends,

Its never too late to come back to God for no matter how far to have gone from God. Its better to come back now rather than at the end we are not allowed to enter His presence because of our wickedness and because we never have intimacy with God.

“Pekerjaan-pekerjaan luaranmu nampaknya memuaskan tetapi niat-niat dalamanmu dan keadaan hatimu tidak menepati sasaranKu. Aku nampak apa yang ada di dalam, keadaan hatimu yang merosot dan tercemar; kamu pun ketahui perkara ini tetapi kamu tidak berbuat apa-apa. Kamu tidak pernah pun datang kepadaKu untuk penyucian, kamu terus melakukan semua ini dengan cara ‘perintah diri sendiri’, kamu menutupi pereputan di dalam diri kamu dan niat-niat hina kamu dengan perbuatan-perbuatan yang nampaknya mulia di luar. Aku tidak pernah pun terlibat dalam apa yang kamu buat”

Keadaan rohani dalaman yang merosot menjadikan mereka tidak berkuasa lagi untuk bertahan di dalam hadirat Tuhan. Walupun Tuhan tidak menamatkan pelayanan mereka, Tuhan tidak memberi kepada mereka keistimewaan suci, kekuatan mahupun keupayaan untuk memasuki tempat yang suci untuk mempersembahkan kemenyan korban di hadapanNya.

(Melayani Daripada Kehidupan Dalaman Yang Kuat-Page54)

SPECIAL THANKS

My dream come true!

I never think that I will be able to meet many people from different nations during the past 7 days in EARC 2011.

I have many things to thank God for all the blessings.

I thank God for the financial support that enables me to join EARC.

I thank God for the great people from the Malaysian delegate especially the staffs of FES Malaysia.

I thank God for the uniqueness and joyful group member in my small group.

I thank God for my special roommate.

I thank God for all the speakers especially for the Bible expositions, my workshop Integral Mission, and the plenary 2-Mr Ben hahah

I thank God for all the new info shared from different countries and nations.

I thank God for all the new friends that I met.

I thank God for NUS especially the Eusoff Hall-I love the room!

I thank God for the opportunities to try different type of food hahahhahaha

I thank God that I came back safely yaya

Lastly, I want to give my BIG THANKS TO GOD for waking me up and enable me to dream-big dream.

WAKE UP AND DREAM-THE TIME IS NOW!

WISDOM

These few days the word WISDOM just cannot erase from my mind. It keep on playing in my head since last Saturday. During our SBP (Sepakat Bersama Pelayan) in my church, I clearly remembered what Ps.Simon prayed for me. He prayed that God will grant me with His wisdom. Then after that the next Monday, I checked my email and the Scripture memorization from Mindful Group was WISDOM!

Spiritual Blessing--WISDOM

that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of glory, may give to
you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Him, 
Ephesians 1:17 [NKJV]

Believers, we are blessed with the Wisdom of God !

After that I think that was just coincidence. And I was looking for articles about prayer and I found article about King Salomon asking wisdom from God (I Kings 3:7-11).

1Kings 3:7-11 (KJV)

(7)  And now, O LORD my God, thou hast made thy servant king instead of David my father: and I am but a little child: I know not how to go out or come in.

(8)  And thy servant is in the midst of thy people which thou hast chosen, a great people, that cannot be numbered nor counted for multitude.

(9)  Give therefore thy servant an understanding heart to judge thy people, that I may discern between good and bad: for who is able to judge this thy so great a people?

It doesn’t stop there. The next day which today hahha, I was listening to John Piper’s sermon about Considering Your Calling. And the Scripture was taken from ;

1Corinthians  1:30  (ITB)

(30)  Tetapi oleh Dia kamu berada dalam Kristus Yesus, yang oleh Allah telah menjadi hikmat bagi kita. Ia membenarkan dan menguduskan dan menebus kita.

New Rhema today:

We will be able to find and get the wisdom in one only way-TO BE UNITE WITH JESUS. It means wisdom only can found when we choose not to just stay near Him but to choose live in Him-being united with Christ!

Wow! When reflect on my ‘wisdom journey’ these few days…I realize that I have no other way to get that wisdom other than to live in Jesus alone. To be unite with Jesus I cannot only remain in my everyday Bible reading and prayer like -it must be something more than that

-RADICAL INTIMACY WITH GOD! SUPERNATURAL AND EXTRA QUITE TIME WITH GOD.

Everyone needs wisdom to live wisely especially me hahah. Well being honest I am not in smart people group. My language is not that excellent-English,Malay even Rungus. I realize that I wouldn’t get the wisdom I want and need in my degree class but only in Christ alone.True kan.. I believe just like King Salomon, God will grant us with eternal wisdom too that enable us to understand His Word, His will and above all to glorify His Name in this earth and heavenJ

I am 23years old. Sometimes I feel so envy when I look at the young people who are very good in God’s Word. That was because God gave them wisdom to understand His Word. I want that too. Last Friday something weird happened, suddenly I felt that I am very very hungry-not food ya..hunger of God’s Word! I really feel and sure that this is time that I cannot just read His Word like usual but studying Hid Word deeply. So I need help from the Holy Spirit my Great Teacher and my friends surrounding. Do you know something, I don’t like Bible Study with others. Maybe because I think I wouldn’t be able to contribute anything in that discussion since I am lack of Bible knowledge but now I should change that negative perspective. I need both-personal Bible study and Group Bible Study. I want to do this in PERKEB, KLS and also my family.

Dear DADDY,

I know I have nothing without You. That is why I need You to help me-grant  me with Your eternal wisdom so that I will be able to understand what You want me to know through Your Word everyday in my life. I can’t offer anything other than my soul and my whole life to keep on studying Your trust and apply them in my life to bless others.

In Jesus’ name,amen.

Your Precious Daughter,

Princess Narnia

Tight Places by Marybeth Whalen

Tight Places

"Answer me when I call to you, O my righteous God. Give me relief from my distress; be merciful to me and hear my prayer."

Psalm 4:1 

Devotion:
Though I looked okay on the outside, inside I was screaming and flailing about.

I was stressed, anxious, worried and overwhelmed. I felt like something was pressing in on me, pushing me down emotionally and preventing me from escaping my situation. The more these feelings built up, the more I wanted to lash out, strike out, or push back against my burdens.

Outside I looked fine; inside I was a mess.

Do you ever feel this way? Stress comes at all of us every day, in a thousand different ways. Kid stress, job stress, money stress, house stress, and medical stress, relationship stress — the list goes on and on. Try as we might, we can't escape it in this broken world. We feel trapped and imprisoned by these things we cannot change, and they weigh heavily on us.

When I read our verse for today, I was struck by the explanation in my Bible for the word, "relief." It literally means, "make room for me in tight places." Wow. I can totally identify with that idea!

I know what it feels like to want someone to come along and make room for me in my tight places. To remove the boundaries and burdens which threaten to smother me with their nearness.

My stress level mounts, my blood pumps in my ears, and my hope takes flight. Whether it is the little irritations in life like being trapped in a car with a screaming toddler, or the big burdens of wondering about the future of my husband's job, I know those tight places all too intimately.

We all do.

I love that Psalm 4:1 reminds us there is Someone who can come and offer relief. So many times, we try to make our own space in our tight places — handling things independently and attempting to solve problems without ever calling on the One who best knows how to make room for us.

God is faithful to give us emotional elbow room, easing our burdens and offering us His wisdom. He shows us mercy when we call on Him, hearing our prayers and rescuing us from tight places.

The next time you feel stressed, anxious, worried or overwhelmed, call out to God, and let Him find you in your tight place, making room where you thought there was none.

Dear Lord, thank You for being the God who is near. When my tight places press in on me, Your presence is what I need. Thank You for offering me relief no matter what my circumstances. Help me remember to call on You in my tight places. In Jesus' Name, Amen.

Rules- Breaker?

Are you a rule breaker?

Honestly I don't like rules and because of that I break many rules before apuu...

I don't like long paints that is why most long paints that I have is jeans and yeah I love jeans compared to others.

During my secondary school I seldom wear long paints in my hostel-I break the rule

During Pre-practicum in school I paint my finger nail and highlight my hair-again I break the rule

In class i wear jeans and round collar T-shirt even many times my lectures told us that NO jeans and No round collar T-shirt -see i break the rule kan

My favorite-I wear jeans during exam since my diploma-ALWAYS break this rule

The reason why i break all these rules because I think its okey to break them since many people do that and no action taken to punish those who break the rules...so that is why I proudly break that rule....

But last week someone asked me-

"kamu pakai jeans pigi exam?"

and well proudly i answered-

"alahhh..exam ja pun.banyak juga pakai"

Night after my exam another friend found out that i wear jeans during exam and she told that I have the spirit of rebellion in me that is why I always break the rules.

OUCH!!!sakitnya...

and I started to think and reflect how many rules that i broke before..countless huh?

After that I ask forgiveness from DADDY because I allowed my self to break the rules.and I was reminded of this verse;

Romans 12:2

And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.  

I am living where mostly I am with non believers and because of that I allowed them to influence my lifestyle.

Thank You DADDY for telling me and open my eyes for this  thing.

Seriously..its maybe simple things but does God ever allowed to compromise even in small things?

sin is sin!there is no such things small or big sin.

So today I remind my self again

-DARE TO BE DIFFERENT-

So friends...

no matter what rules do we faced , remind ourself- dare to different but not as a rule-breaker ya hahahha

Thank You for Your salvation!

Hai ppl:) As I listen to this song again and again today..it brought me to reflect back on how much God has loved each one of us even until this moment. Easter is coming and for me its a good time to take time just to thank Him for the salvation He has given us.

THANK YOU
by Hillsong Live

Thank You for Your kindness
Thank You for Your mercy
Thank You for the cross
Thank You for the price You paid


Thank You for salvation
Thank You for unending grace
Thank You for Your hope
Thank You for this life You gave


There is no one like You
There is no one like You God
All my hope
Is in You
Jesus Jesus


To Your name
We give all the glory
To Your name
We give all the praise
You’re alive
Our God everlasting
Let Your face
Shine on us


Thank You for Your promise
Thank You for Your favour
Thank You for Your love
Everything You’ve done for me