Monday, April 16, 2012

Considering

Narnia:)
If you're desiring God's plan for your life...consider the following 3 things:

1. Look at the fruits of what you do with your time. Consider fasting off distractions for 30 days so you will hear God's voice clearly.

2. Before you move in any new direction, pray hard and count the cost of what you are giving up before you walk away from something or someone God may have given to you.

3. Purify yourself.  By what you read, watch and listen to so you won't be misdirected by the moral decay and deception of this world.


Let me pray for you...

Dear God, 
I pray you would open the eyes, ears and heart of your precious child so that she can hear your voice clearly. I pray today You would use her in a surprising way. I ask in Jesus' name that you will Renew her Passion for your daily purpose in her life. Amen


"If you continue in My word, then you are truly disciples of Mine; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free."
~John 8:31, 32

-Sheri Rose-

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

New Foundation of LOVE


"Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful, and endures through
every circumstance." 
~1 Corinthians 13:7~ 

Dear Friends,   

I know it is hard to believe one person's love and reaction to the ruins of relationships will help rebuild our broken society, but it's TRUE. Our God can and will rebuild a beautiful life out of any broken heart willing to make a change. He will use one sacrificial choice, one act of forgiveness, one sincere repentant heart, and one woman who is willing to step out in faith and start rebuilding with love. 
 
I don't know where you stand today with the man you love or loved-or if you are single, divorced, separated, or widowed-but would you consider taking a step of faith with me and begin building a new foundation of love? I have discovered that healing begins and hope is restored when you and I use our pain to bring change and allow God to show us a picture bigger than our own desires...I hope your answer is YES. 
 

Monday, April 9, 2012

You Brought Me Home


Yahoo!!!Jesus is my Redeemer

Your name oh Lord endures forever
Your fame oh Lord for all time
Your praises Lord will leave me never
Your love oh Lord is all mine

To Him my wisdom made the heavens
And His mercy ever lasting
To the One who gives salvation
I lift up my soul to You

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed yourself on the cross to bring me home
You brought me home

Your name oh Lord endures forever
Your fame oh Lord for all time
Your praises Lord will leave me never
Your love oh Lord is all mine

To Him my wisdom made the heavens
And His mercy ever lasting
To the One who gives salvation
I lift up my soul to You

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed yourself on the cross to bring me home

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed Yourself on the cross to bring me home
You brought me home

Friday, April 6, 2012

AN EASTER LETTER TO DADDY

DADDY,
While reading again what happened during the last supper (Luke 22), I tried to put myself in that situation. Trying to figure out if I were there, what will be my respond towards You. And finally I am nothing more but just like Judas Iscariot and even Peter. They were Your disciples yet still denying, betraying and even crucify You on the cross! As I look back to my life now.. I am the the morden version of Peter and Judas Iscariot. I am not proud with that but that is the reality.
In Luke 22:40, “Pray that you will not give in temptation”..yet what did Your disciples had done? You find them asleep! And me?? Is the any word that is worst than asleep?? Whatever the word is..that is the best word to describe me. I just felt exhausted and forgot to pray and forgot You as well. Bad Narnia!

DADDY,
You died for my sin but what did I give You back in return? Nothing..zero. Instead of appreciating what You had done for me on the cross-bought me with high price and set me free..I choose to run away from You. I choose to ignore and didn’t listen to You..I just kick You out from my daily life.
But as much You love me, You never let me running away from You so long. Today Your word hit me badly..very bad until my heart broken so badly and I couldn’t sleep so wrote this letter for You. Like what Sis Kim Cheng said today during PERKEB:
“PLEASE, GET TO KNOW JESUS MORE!”
I knew You long time ago but only by Name seriously. I even finished reading the whole Bible but nothing change. Because even as I pray and try to read Your Word everyday..I did that for the sake of doing and routine. I didn’t really let Your word speaks and works in me!

DADDY,
Like what You told Simon (Luke 22:32),
“your faith should not fail. When you have REPENTED and TURNED TO ME AGAIN….”
What really hit me here are-REPENT and TURN TO YOU.
So..let this Easter be a moment of repenting and time to get right with You. As much as You have loved me..I know You want me to come back to You too!

DADDY,
Thank You for never let my Easter just passed empty..thank You for teaching-rebuking and even ‘catch” me back into Your arms. I love You Daddy.

With Love,
Narnia 

BLESSED EASTER EVERYONE!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I am Back hahah!

HoLa HOLa!!!!!

Its been a loooong time I didn’t update my blog since Abigail (Laptop saya bah :P) masuk ICU for almost 3 weeks hahah. But then I really thank God during that period that I am busy with other stuff so it makes me not really think about Abigail..So much things that I want to thank God for about Abigail:



  1.  I thank God for Rein and Hani for never hesitate to borrow me their laptop to do my assignments.
  2.   I thank God for the person who repair my Abigail hahha..i don’t know his name haha.


Other than that we also had Malam Muzikal Kampus (MMK) just last two days. 



Actually the preparation for MMK was very short-1 month! Again here I want to thank God for:
1.       I thank God for the committee of MMK-Ben,Winnie,Michelle,Cheryl,Joan,Veron,Joji,Grace,Linton, Flo,Steph,Brenda. Thank God for their commitment!
2.       I thank God for each and every one who helped us especially the members of PERKEB, CSS and also CLC.

Many more will come where I do believe that God is always our good Father who never fails to love and provide!

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Meet your fears with faith

Don’t Be Afraid 

By Max Lucado

“Overhearing what they said, Jesus told him,
‘Don’t be afraid; just believe.’ 
Mark 5:36

Sometimes what we need is just a word of encouragement, isn’t it?
And God gives a word—to the overwhelmed.  To the downcast.  To us. 
He urges, “Don’t’ be afraid; just believe.”
Believe that He can.  Believe that He cares.  Believe that He comes.
Mark it down.  You will never go where God is not.  You may be transferred, enlisted, commissioned, re-assigned, or hospitalized….But brand this truth on your heart—Jesus promised, “I am with you always.”  Don’t be afraid, just believe!
Make your fear a visitor and not a resident.  Hasn’t fear taken enough?  Enough smiles?  Enough restful nights?  Enough exuberant days?
Make it a day changer to meet your fears with faith.  Choose to make every day—a great day! 

The Voice of Heaven

My Beloved Princess,

I long to be closer to you and am never too busy for you, My beloved. If you will turn off the things around you that drown Me out of your daily life, you will begin to hear Me in your spirit. When you don't know where to go, you will hear Me give you divine direction. When you are in need of a friend, you will hear Me whisper, "I am here." When you need comfort, you will hear Me call to you, "Come to Me." Don't let your agenda distract you from time with Me. Quiet your spirit. Know that I am your heavenly Father and you are My precious daughter-and I love when you crave time to be still with Me.

Love,
Your King and the Voice of heaven 

~
 
"My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me."
~John 10:27 NLT~ 
 

Sunday, February 26, 2012

again commitment

2012 was not an easy year for me with more responsibility. I need more wisdom to manage my time-really! I shouldn't repeat my mistakes last semester of being so busy without really manage my time table properly. I blame myself many times but yet as what Sis Kim Cheng told us during CPR..We are very good in blaming our self but God is forgiving God. True! When I didn’t do good with my studies and my other tasks I fully blame myself. It’s my fault! But i learn to forgive my self and come to God and ask Him what He really wants me to change and do :)

As what we learn in church today we can’t change what happened in the past but we can change what happen next. This is my second week of semester…with tough schedules than before I told Daddy to take control. I don’t want to do the same like last semester instead I want to do the best for this semester..new resolution??? Hahahah kind of kot..its all about my commitment to Daddy. No matter what tasks given to me I know Daddy wants me to give my best. I learn to really depending on Daddy in every single work I do. I can’t work with my own self..I need Daddy..we all need Him and His guidance.
Simple but serious hahaha(serious laugh)..let us learn to commit even the small thing in our life into God’s hand. Let Him work and teach us to obey Him more.


* This is one of the new song that I always listen to recently. Sung by Leo from Mahanaim ministry

Jangan Biarkan Aku Pergi

Ampuni semua kesombonganku
Ampuni semua kedaginganku
dan bawa aku mendekat
ke hadapan tahtaMu

Ampuni aku yang tak peduli
akan kerinduan di hati Mu
Tuhanku bawa aku kembali
tarik ku lebih dekat lagi

jangan biarkan aku pergi
jangan biarkan aku berlari
menjauh dari tahta kasih karunia yang Kau beri

Tanamlah aku di hadiratMu
meteraikanku dalam hatiMu
di hadiratMu
di hadapanMu
di pelukanMu
itulah hidupku

Basuh keletihanku
sentuh kebekuanku
pulihkan tubuh, jiwa juga rohku

Habiskan kedaginganku
mimpiMu jadi mimpiku
di hadapan tahtaMu kuberseru….

Thursday, February 9, 2012

God heals!

Holla!!
Today is my 15th day with my part time job...having fun and my Myanmar language much better now until one of my colleague thought that I am from Myanmar lol :P.
 Really the joy of the Lord is always there within us :)

O ya let me ask you something. Have any of you experience brokenhearted before?


 Me??
hahha yeah and as I remember the first time I experienced it I cried for maybe 2 minutes (not really crying hahah) then the next day me and my best friend went out for movie hahha. is brokenherted very easy to be healed? I am not sure but as for me it sometimes takes years to be heal and some only take minutes to be healed. why brokenhearted? frustrated? maybe yes.

The reason why I get brokenhearted was when I get to know something that is not what I wanted to hear about or know about..no one likes brokenhearted right. I hate it and I don't like it so much! Crying? I don't like crying for those silly stuff (betul ka lol)..I rather find other solution. Like today...the first thing I did was..I texted my good friend and tell her my so called sad story then after that I find bible verse for brokenhearted... and I found this:


Being honest this is not the first time I read this verse but as I read it again and again just now..really God is my Miracle! I don't have to stay with the silly stuff that broke my heart but instead look upon God who cares for me and each one of you.

Beloved.. I am not a super woman who can stand all the bad things happened in my life. but one thing I am sure I am able to stand until now because of Him-My Jesus My Daddy and My Lord. When my heart being hurt and I faced terrible situation I choose to look upon Him. Life maybe hurting but God heals! Yes He did! So don't let the bad things conquer your mind...be joyful in Him :)

Halleluyah!
Thanks Daddy for the strength and the healing that You've given me. When I failed again and again and my heart hurt badly You are the One who there for me..my Healer. Thanks for the people around me. I love You Daddy!!

Monday, February 6, 2012

Rebuilding What is Broken


My Princess Warrior,


Don't be overwhelmed by the brokenness you see all around you. I will give you a heart to look to the future with hope and the tools to restore and rebuild what is broken. I am the same God who gave Nehemiah the strength and favor to rebuild the broken walls of Jerusalem, and I will give you the power and strength to do the same.

All I am asking of you today is to begin a good work by laying one stone at a time. 
Rebuild broken hearts with words of hope. 
Rebuild broken relationships with forgiveness, grace, and love. 
Rebuild broken cities by serving the community.
 I will go before you and prepare the people for your good works.

Love,
Your King, the Master Builder


~ 
"But now I said to them, "You know very well what trouble we are in. Jerusalem lies in ruins, and its gates have been destroyed by fire. Let us rebuild the wall of Jerusalem and end this disgrace!"
~Nehemiah 2:17~