Monday, December 31, 2012

God Will Finish What He Has Started In My Life

"Instead of making one more plan, give your plans completely to Me, and let Me finish the work I started in you"



Monday, December 10, 2012

Interruption

"Let God Interrupt Your Life"

This is one thing that really stuck in my head after our Bible Exposition on the Gospel of Luke with Sis Annate last two weeks in PERKEB. Cool huh?

Interruption-I don't like it because it will effect everything I planned earlier. But how about God's interruption?How could that can happened? As I shared this morning during our morning prayer- Zachariah & Elisabeth and Joseph and Mary being interrupted by God with the news of the two baby boys birth in their family. Both are impossible like what we learnt during our training last Saturday with Sis Kim Cheng. Baby John and Baby Jesus both are miracle and God did it with the work of the Holy Spirit (Luke 1:1-38). But even though both are impossible-but God's interruption changes their lives and even ours! Not only that that's why we can celebrate Christmas until now- a great remembrance of Baby Jesus' birth in this world to save each of us.

How was the feel of being interrupted by God? For me- it messed up my plan-my own plan. That's why we can't rely on our own plan but rather His plan (padan muka hahha). At this age (I am getting older no!!!!)..I faced confusion-distraction until there is a moment where I really don't know what to do-in my future. I have the mission but to reach that point I am clueless-seriously! and God's interruption..Oh please I can't do that anymore and  I reached the point where I have no choice but to completely trusting Him.

I guess..I am sure- that is what Daddy wants from me-to fully surrender to Him-His plan-His guidance-my everything: Family-Future-Ministry-Relationship-Dream-Everything!
Just like what this song about..

Ini Aku Semua Miliku
Kuserahkan PadaMu Tuhan
Penyesalan Dan Kebanggaan
Suka Dan Duka Semua Ku Serahkan

Yang Telah Lalu Yang Kan Datang
Hasrat Dan Harapan Yang Terbayang
Masa Depan Dan Rencanaku
S'mua Ku Serahkan Dalam TanganMu

Ku Persembahkan Hidupku
KepadaMu Tuhan
Tuk' KemuliaanMu
Ku Berikan Hidup Ini
Sebagai Persembahan
Yang Berkenan PadaMu

Daddy,
I know without You I am nothing
Allowing You to interrupt my life isn't easy for me
But I want to
Help me to get through this
And really I want to finish well the race to set before me..
So yeah You have fully in charge of my life now and onwards..
Let my life be a living sacrifice before You
Hau Hadomi O Aman!

*Beloved..How about you? Would you dare to join me to allow God interrupting your life?

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Daddy is Fully In Charge

Time flies super fast and without realizing now its already December..Yeah its December!!!! Its not just my most favorite month but its also a month where we celebrate Jesus' Birthday!!!! and not forgotten time for me to spend my Christmas with my big family :)

Last two weeks we had our CG in Bagan Lalang Resort..my first CG as Admin and really Daddy is soooo good for all His help especially with our worship team. All of us were first time joining CG as in worship team and really we were so nervous and scared on what to do at first. But then Daddy helps us and me myself saw how Daddy take in charge when we lean on Him :)


After CG we had our preparation for Christmas concert in my church..and again this year I in charge of the musical drama. It was quite hard from the beginning. Plus everyone was busy with exam and work so we couldn't get much practice until the day before the concert finally we had our first full rehearsal and it wasn't move smoothly and I was sooo worry what will happen during the concert itself. I couldn't sleep the night before because I was so worry plus I wasn't feel well that time but really this verse strengthens me,

"I love You, O LORD, my strength"-Psalm 18:1

I was so weak that time and kind of lost my hope especially with the drama..but Daddy's love really awakes me and He rise my spirit to just hold on to Him..and guess what..He really take in charge and me myself was so blessed with the drama! The team in drama musical did super good performance-congrats and big thank you team! Apart from that the most- I saw once again His miracle took place when we allowed Him to work and fully in charge.. THANK YOU DADDY!


So really this past two weeks I experience Daddy's faithfulness and miracle. His blessings are countless and it makes me to continue look upon Him for no matter what will happen. And really this song is just show my truly heart for Daddy..


Ajar Aku Tuhan
Jalan Dalam T'rangMu
B'rikanku Hati Yang Teguh
MengasihiMu

Ku Puji Kau Selama-lamanya
Seg'nap Hatiku Seg'nap Kuatku
Seg'nap Hidpku Ku S'rahkan PadaMu
Jadilah Sesuai K'hendakMu
Ajar Aku Yesus Tuhan

Teach Me Your Way O Lord
And I Walk In Your Truth
Give Me An Undivided Heart
That I May Fear Your Name

I Will Praise You Forever And Ever
With All Of My Heart With All Of My Strength
And All Of My Life I Offer To You Lord
Let You Will Be Done In My Life
Teach Your Way Teach Me Your Way