YES I CAN!

Hola again:)))

This is what Daddy gave me these days:)

Whatever I have,

Wherever I am,

I can make it,

Through anything in Christ.

Philippians 4:13 (MSG)

Step by step-He leads and Provides!

Its been a busiest and hard week of my final exam..4 papers in one week but Daddy is everything.He helps me and give me peace during the exam..thanks Daddy.

 O ya..in one week time I will be flying to Surabaya and its not like any trip that I had before since it contains 40% of our final exam marks. so basically each of us have to do report for this trip and before that of course fundraise by ourselves-including the flight we have to fundraise total RM1,000 and you see God provides. So basically what we gonna do there is visiting the two universities- Universitas Surabaya and Universitas Malang. and we will be having chance to visit the special education school there. can't wait..I heard Indonesia special education school was good. something new to bring back here in Malaysia for sure. Its a one week trip and of course all the time I am the only one believer among my coursemates but strongly believe Daddy is always be with me. My mission field-to be salt and light :)

2 weeks after that I will be joining STOMP TL training in PJ. STOMP TL is Students Together on Mission Partnership Timor Leste -organized by the Fellowship of Evangelical Students Malaysia (FES). We will be on the field from 21st until 31st July. Let me share how actually God brought me to join STOMP TL. Last year I attended the East Asia Regional Conference in Singapore and everyday there is a session called country sharing. I remember I represent Malaysia and shared about the christian students movement and the challenges we face in this country. and there one session that really caught my heart- Timor Leste! During the country sharing I can't even describe how my heart look like. I keep on thinking and telling my self.."one day I will go to this country for mission trip"

So since that I put Timor Leste in my mission country list:) I shared with my taiko-she is truly wonderful person to me-thanks sis for listening hahha. Clearly I remembered she said " Our Father is never in a hurry. One step at a time." If Daddy really call me for mission He surely leads me step by step..its just like what is in the book I am currently reading No Distance Too Far (Will update my book review after I done with the reading ya:). Come back to my story, after that my new semester started and studying as usual.And in my CF we were given the FES flyers about the activities coming up and I saw STOMP-Timor Leste. Yet I didn't do nothing because I plan to do my short semester during the semester break. Until last March sis asked me about joining STOMP TL. She asks me to pray about it. I calculate my unit for my final year and I realize it should be ok without me doing my short semester-YES I said Yes for STOMP TL. That was the first time I say YES without worrying the fund that I have to raise which total is RM 4,500. wow its bigger than the loan I get every semester haha.

But as I was reading the The World Race site I found this, very interesting and inspiring me "If God calls you to this journey then He will also provide for the necessary funds"..wow..Rm 4,500 is not small amount to me but not for Daddy kan. This is the time I should trusting Him more:) still need RM3,350 but like what we tell our trip leader-the money is on the way from Daddy :). So ya do remember me in prayer and also thanks to each one of you who support me in prayers as well as in financial-GREAT IS YOUR REWARD IN HEAVEN :)

So will keep you update ya..till we meet.God bless you:)))

Papa Day!

Yesterday was Father's Day yahuuu..
We had wonderful Father's Day celebration both in SIB KL as well as in SIB Kajang.
I don't remember any special moment about Father's day until this year..DADDY reminded me about being grateful with everything I had including my precious Papa.


I don't have so much memory with Papa because I am not the "anak bapa" type haha. But then while I was sitting today..looking through Papa's picture I realize how much he actually been good to me! Ya..Papa is not the type of father who express his love in words but more in actions..I think la haha. He never say 'I love You" but I knew through his actions like buying my favorite-pork during my birthday last year hahha. Mama also told me how excited Papa was when I was born and even he is the one gave my name-Nernny..amazing kan:)


I remember when I was around 2 years old..when my parents going to our "ladang", Papa will put me inside the "Barazit"

This how the Barazit looks like

Barazit is our traditional basket where we use to carry harvest such paddy or other crops as well as any tools that we need to take with us when we going out to jungles or ladang hihi. As I remember Papa's Barazit was bigger than this where I can fit inside it. Papa will send me to my uncle house and I will wait for them to come back from ladang. hahah that was one of my favourite moment when I was small kid.


Later on..when I grown up, Papa taught me how to sing and speak in front of people. I remembered every year during Christmas I will sing one Christmas song during church. and until now Papa sometimes still ask me to do haha.


O ya did I mention about Papa is actually a Pastor but in our church and they call him Pastor, Gembala, Tumpuk and last year Papa get his Pendeta :)). So I am a Pastor's kid hehe. Papa doesn't really taught me how to pray and read my bible by asking me to do that everyday but I learn it through seeing him doing. Papa always remind us the important of praying and staying as strong family-and that is how I am now haha.


Papa and Mama will remind us only one thing to pray before go to sleep. Before meal is our prayer practice moment hahha because Papa will ask each one of us to take turn saying grace.


When I was 16 years old, Papa ask me to give sharing during Christmas's night-that was my first sharing in my church! The courage to speak up is actually been train up since young-when Papa always bring me along during his ministry. That was ONE THING I really want to thank Daddy for giving me such wonderful Papa. Not only that Papa always enourage me and always giving me chance to bring something new in our church and also many chances to share with our people in church and also in our family.


Me and Papa didn't really talk much actually. Even when I called him yesterday to wish him Father's day..not long after that Papa's favorite dialogue ' mau cakap dengan mama?" hahahha..but of course I knew he has so much to say but just don't know how to say it kan haha. O ya and last year Papa ever ask me "bila mau kawin?" hahahhahaha funny la. usually Mama is the one who always ask but that was the first time Papa asked me that question. and my answer to him.."sabar la Pa" hahha. I think he just miss "pongivasan" in our house after my last brother's wedding last 2 years.


Its been 56 years now and I am still thinking what is the best gift I can give Papa for Father's Day. As I remember I bought shirt and neck tie for him before but well Narnia is just so bad in choosing gift for man hahha..it does't suit him hahahha. Yesterday I told Papa that I will make steam cake for him when I am back..but I think I will do something more for him and mama too. surprise..tunggu saya pulang bila-bila la haha. So I did this for Papa

Happy Father's Day Papa!

Other fathers might look good and better than you hundreds times..but I have to admit today that You are my Hero among all fathers in the world. Sayang ko!