GOD OF MY LIFE and GOD OF MY DAYS

As I am going to say good bye to memorable October and soon to say Hi to November...I want to share these two songs that really bleesed me all this while:)

TUHAN DI HIDUPKU

Di Telapak Tangan-Mu, Tertulis Namaku
Di Dalam Genggaman-Mu, Seluruh Hidupku
Sungguh Bangga ‘Ku Punya Bapa Seperti-Mu
Yang Tak Pernah Melupakanku

Di Tengah Badai Hidup, Kau Menemaniku
Di Atas Gunung Batu, Kau Bawa Diriku
Sungguh Bangga ‘Ku Punya Bapa Seperti-Mu
Yang Tak Pernah Meninggalkanku

Kunyatakan Engkau Tuhan Di Hidupku
Tuhan Di Setiap Ucapan Dan Perbuatanku
Kunyatakan Engkau Tuhan Di Hidupku
Tuhan Yang S’lalu ‘Ku Sembah Di Setiap Nafasku 

God Of My Days

You awaken my heart from slumbering
Meet me in mourning, and You speak to my grief
You're the light in my darkness, the delight of my eyes
The hope of the daybreak when the sun's slow to rise
I trust that every moment's in Your hands

You're the God of my days, the King of my nights
Lord of my laughter, sovereign in sorrow
You're the Prince of my praise, the love of my life
You never leave me, You are faithful, God of my days

You unveil my eyes, help me to see
The arms of my Father encircling me
You're a constant companion, I am never alone
Your love is the banner that's leading me home
I trust that every moment's in Your hands

You're the God of my days, the King of my nights
Lord of my laughter, sovereign in sorrow
You're the Prince of my praise, the love of my life
You never leave me, You are faithful, God of my days

My eyes are on You, my hope is in You
My faith is in You
My eyes are on You, my hope is in You
My faith is in You

God of my days, the King of my nights
Lord of my laughter, sovereign in sorrow
You're the Prince of my praise, the love of my life
You never leave me, You are faithful
God of my days
God of my days
God of my days

Thunders and Trust

My weekend went very well and having so much fun yahoo!! I really want to share what I happened last Friday when I went back to my brother’s house. My class was cancelled that evening so I went back early to my brother’s house. But then my brother hasn’t come back so I have to wait for him at one of the playground area near my brother’s house. I was alone so it was very good moment to talk with Daddy heheh. Daddy gave me this:

Isaiah 50:10 (ESV)

Let him who walks in darkness and has no light trust in the name of the LORD and rely on Him.

Yesaya 50:10 (TBM)

Perjalanan yang kamu tempuhi mungkin gelap tetapi percayalah kepada TUHAN dan bersandarlah kepadaNya.

I don’t really know why Daddy gave me this verse until it started to rain. Heavy rain with thunders!!!! And…Veron surely know well how scared am I to thunders. 

I was holding on my umbrella thightly..while I was struggling with the fear inside me  hahha..

Daddy gently told me this;

‘Remember My dear..no matter what happen in your life-trust in Me alone. Even thunderstorm and bad things happen in your life cling on Me.”

My friends..it was such a big relief to me..I might don’t know what will happen next but Daddy reminded me all the time to TRUST HIM!

When things don’t appear like what I wanted, Daddy never fails to strengthens and grants me with His joy hahahah.

"Daddy thanks so much for what happened these few days..thanks for those new things that I’ve learned..help me to walk closely and faithfully with You!"

GOD IS MY STRENGTH!

Psalm 119:28 (KJV)

  "My soul melteth for heaviness: strengthen thou me according unto thy word"

When i am tired with lots things..

Daddy told me this

"CALM DOWN NERNNY..You are just too busy.take some rest"

Then I answered Him,

"Daddy..I have lots things to do..do I need to rest at this pack time?"

Again gently He replied me,

"Trust in Me.Leave it to Me.I will carry your burden"

I don't like when I am busy..again I feel like a headless chicken running around without really know what things to be done.

Yesterday..during service something happened. I can't stop crying. There is something happen inside me. I told Daddy that I am totally tired with things happened around me unsolved. somehow I want to give up. But more than that..Daddy renew my strength again!

So I decided to restructure my schedule..I really need to manage my time.

I need to divide my time 

1st for Daddy

2nd for Family

3rd for church activities

4th for  PERKEB

5th for studies

6th for friends

and yeah I strongly believe with God -SAYA BOLEH :)

DADDY

I am Your inheritance God, please refresh me.

Send the plentiful rain of Your Spirit to fall on me so I can be revived.

I am waiting for You God--please strengthen me.

As my eyes search Your word--please speak to me through it.

Remove my burden and Restore my soul Refresh me-Revive me-Renew me

Everlasting Joy

"He will wipe away every tear from their eyes and there will be no more death or sorrow or crying or pain. All these things will be gone forever."
~Revelation 21:4~

"Dan Ia akan menghapus segala air mata dari mata mereka, dan maut tidak akan ada lagi; tidak akan ada lagi perkabungan, atau ratap tangis, atau dukacita, sebab segala sesuatu yang lama itu telah berlalu."

~Wahyu 21:4~

DREAM

Treasure Of Truth

"Sometimes our God disables our own dreams to enable His dream so He can do more through us than we could ever do on our own"

DEAR HEAVENLY FATHER,

Please forgive me for all the days I took Your place in my life by trying to meet my own needs and fulfilling my own dreams. Right now, I place my future in Your loving hands. I am ready to come before Your throne and trust You no matter what. Today I trade all my dreams for Your dream…knowing You have so much more in store for me than I could ever imagine. Grant me patience and contentment to grow where I am planted. Give me Your heart to love others around me and never doubt You again!

In Jesus’ Name, Amen