Father's love

BAPA YANG KEKAL

Kasih yang sempurna
Telah ku trima dari Mu
Bukan kerna kebaikan ku
Hanya oleh Kasih Karunia Mu
Kau pulihkan aku
Layakkan ku tuk dapat memanggil Mu Bapa

Kau bri yg ku pinta
Saat ku mencari ku mendapatkan
Ku ketuk pintu Mu dan Kau bukakan
Sbab Kau Bapa ku
Bapa yang kekal

Takkan Kau biarkan
Aku melangkah hanya sendirian
Kau selalu ada bagiku
Sbab Kau Bapaku
Bapa yang kekal....


Beloved,again and again when I learn to see God as my Father actually its very hard to see God in that way. I can call God Daddy but still I can't feel the Father's love. I ask myself why? God gave me the clear answer last saturday  during CG  when we learn the first topic: Memiliki Hati Bapa.


My father is a good father but there is something missing until now-to have his love for me. I don't really experience  how Father's love look like.When I saw people very close with their father,I am so jelous. I told that how nice if I can have that love too. Last year I ever called Papa to ask forgiveness but this year God remind me that I have something unsettled with Papa (ouch!)..


I really want to know God as my Father and experience His Father's love but first I have to reconcile with Papa first. There are many things that I have to tell Papa my disappointment towards him all these years that I just keep them all in my heart..its not easy though but I have t o do that. I want to have the love that God has for all of us-THE AGAPE LOVE. If God can love me with His unconditional love I believe I can do the samething to Papa.


Beloved, I might don't know what kind of  relationship you have with your father or maybe mother,but let us take this time to rethink-if we can love God so much, are willing to love and forgive our parents on earth?People always think as long as I am okay with my parents and they are okay with me, that should be okay.How okay is okay? Okay is not enough..it must be something better than okay-WOW hahah. I want to have that WOW in my relationship with papa an even mama so that I can have that WOW love with Goa as well :)

Do Not Fear

11days passed...I think I still not yet really ready with my new semester-new subjects-new responsibility-new juniors and friend yeah!But as I sat down this morning and read Fresh Start, God gives me new strength again to face this new semester Halleluyah!!

One of my favorite verse-Jeremiah 29:11), it really gives me new hope today again and again even though I've been reading this verse many times!WOW

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”(Jeremiah 29:11)

I quote some from the article Fresh Start which really caught my heart..I hope it blesses you as well beloved:)

"Be encouraged as you enter into this next season, be expecting God to show you new things, give you a fresh start; perhaps at school, with friends and family, with a job. Be encouraged to be yourself, don’t take hold of pressures others may be holding out there for you. Walk your journey, and watch yourself be transformed as God works in you and through you.

“So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” (Isaiah 41:10)

God is with you where ever you are. Be expecting great things; what happened last year is over, what happened yesterday is over. 

“What is impossible with man is possible with God.”(Luke 18:27)… 

Today is a “Fresh Start.”

Beloved..

So let us start our day today..those who start their new life or new semester maybe new family hahah-leave all behind our worries and fear.God is greater than anything.Continue to trust Him ya.Have a good day people!

God bless

Love Letter

My Princess,

I am the vine—your spiritual lifeline—and you are My beautiful branch that produces fruit for all to taste. I am in you and with you so that you flourish. We are eternally connected.

You will never feel alone or abandoned as long as you stay connected to Me. Wherever you are I am there, ready to give you whatever you need for that moment in time. I delight in flowing through you, My precious one. I will never disconnect our relationship even if you try to run from Me. My loving arms are always open to welcome you home.

Always remember that nothing you do or say will ever change My love for you. So stay close to the Vine, My love.

Love,

Your King, the Vine

Why am I here?

PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE

I read this book 4 years ago and really I recommend everyone to read it!

That was the first time I started to plan to be open and try to discover what I really like to do but then after that I forgot about them until 4 months ago God showed me something about what I can do in the future which working among the poor but not that clear.

During EARC I shared about my dream for the first time! And during Exist Conference end of last month again I have opportunity to share about my passion. Somehow they are just so 

related and continually right! And this is the most exciting part!

Last Friday I have the chance to join Stesen Kesegaran Pemimpin Muda (SKPM) at SIB Seremban. Actually at the first place I can’t join because we suppose to have Prayer Retreat but it was cancelled! God really wants me to join SKPM for one big reason-TO DISCOVER MY PURPOSE IN LIFE. During the first night Pr.Lam was asking us to share with the person next to us about what is our purpose in life-honestly I can’t even tell them out..its because I don’t have the clear purpose. What I know my purpose in this earth is to bring as many souls as I can to know Jesus as their Personal Lord and Savior. And…during SKPM I found that actually the Great Commission is the general purpose to each one of us believers! But other than that God has prepared us our own specific purpose in this earth. Thank God during the last day of SKPM I finally get my specific purpose in this life which is;

“Tujuan Peribadi saya ialah Mengasihi,Mendidik orang miskin terutamanya golongan kanak-

kanak dan muda-mudi dengan Menghidupkan pendidikan dan kerohanian mereka”

Let me tell you something-when you finally found your specific purpose in this earth it doesn’t mean that you can show off to others that you are better than them. Its actually a sign that you have to get up and be really serious in your journey with God! Its not an easy process-it requires high discipline! That specific purpose will only just a statement forever if we don’t do any effort to make it real nor to fulfill it right? It needs your first step to move on!

As I started my new semester with new responsibilities there is one thing that I really want to thank God with-I get a single room for the first time!

This is not my room hahha (I wish I will get this room)

 Being in a single room means I can really practice to discipline my self especially in my spiritual growth since no one is watching over me while I am in my room (Except God la hihi)..I have my own freedom to do what I want to but this thought came to my mind yesterday-this is the time God will see how serious am I to grow closer and spent more time with Him. Wow its really a challenge for me to learn quieten myself from my busyness and take time to think back, do reflection and most important is to spend more time with Daddy.If God has brought me up 

until this stage why am I,myself can’t give my best respond kan.

So my beloved…Don’t wait until its too late until you discover your real purpose in this earth. The biggest tragedy in this world is not death but live without purpose. That right,don’t die with all your unused talents. 

Dont't be like the headless chicken-moving around without knowing 
where to go!



Start to discover what really you want to do while you in earth and glorify God’s name with it! 

Colossians 1:9-12 (ESV)

 And so, from the day we heard, we have not ceased to pray for you, asking that you may be filled with the knowledge of His will in all spiritual wisdom and understanding, so as to walk in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to Him, bearing fruit in every good work and increasing in the knowledge of God. May you be strengthened with all power, according to His glorious might, for all endurance and patience with joy, giving thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in light.

God bless people!