New Chapter of my life

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busy week and busy day but still it can't stop me to thank Him for what He has done in my life especially past two weeks.I attended Champion Gathering SPK SIB Kajang.Actually I didn't really expect big things to happen but God is great God!

I always wrote about myself of being hypocrite and pretending to look strong in front of others..But I can tell you during the CG that person was not really me..different person..that was the NEW NERNNY..the NEW NERNNY is:
-very strong
-she is not ashamed of what happen in her past and willing to open her heart for others and correction as well
-able to forgive her family and friends and even you!
-TURN OFF the Gossip channel in her life
-learn to respect others
-not "JAIM" hahahhaha JAIM-Jaga Image...love this.

That is the New Nernny i knew and yeah I am so proud of the New Nernny.for God has forgiven her and keeps no record of her wrongs..

Now..I can tell you the truth that THE NEW NERNNY IS ME!!!!! sometimes its hard but I know i cannot turn back anymore.I must continue what I have started.When I wake up every morning God reminds me again and again..YOU ARE THE NEW NERNNY..YOU ARE FORGIVEN AND NEVER DO AGAIN WHAT YOU HAVE DONE IN YOUR OLD NERNNY FOR I ALSO NEVER REMEMBER THAT..I really thank God that He gave me the opportunity to come back and He also do the same thing to you.He waited for me for 14years before I really turn to Him and trust Him that He can change my life.but yeah You...don't make Him waits for you like what I did..its better to do it now...before its too late then:)))

"Who am I, my Master God, and what is my family, that you have brought me to this place in life? But that's nothing compared to what's coming, for you've also spoken of my family far into the future, given me a glimpse into tomorrow, my Master God! What can I possibly say in the face of all this? You know me, Master God, just as I am. You've done all this not because of who I am but because of who you are—out of your very heart!—but you've let me in on it.
2 Samuel 7:18-21

God bless everyone!

Prepared by God

After 22years in this world when I look back with what happened in my life..I realize that I always argued with God why I have to gone through though life.I always read the Bible verse written in Jeremiah 29:11
"For I know the plans I have for you,” says the Lord. “They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. "
I sometimes doubt the truth behind this verse and it was really affect my life.Most people might hard to believe that I really suffered with my own life because I grown up in super happy family and great friends surrounding me..even until now.But that was hypocrite! Satan was cheating on me for how many years and I just let him conquer my life then.
But as my God will never give up on me, I opened my heart to Him this year and allowed Him to take full control of my life.No matter what I've been through in my life I now choose to believe that everything happen for a reason.
As I read my mail inbox today, I received an encouragement mail form Wendy Blight. She said that:
"Not a single thing in your life will be wasted. God will use your past and your present to prepare you for your future. He has a beautiful plan ... a call on your life. He is waiting to reveal it to you."
That's right.now as I am waiting for Him to reveal the truth in my life I will choose not to believe in satan anymore.
Its enough and now is my turn to say that I AM FREE!!!
This is the process of changing my life to be like Him.

Sweet Nernny I want you to remember:
God brought you here today.He wants to remind you of a precious Truth. Hear it and never forget it...before time began, before God spoke the world into being...He had you in His heart. God chose you to be His child. God has a perfect plan for your life. No one else has your plan, your family, your gifts, your talents, your heart, your education, your past, and your present ... NO ONE.
He chose you to use you to do great things for His Kingdom ... things that only you can do.
He is preparing you...even now.

But to be used by God, you must TRUST Him with your past; BELIEVE Him for your future; BELIEVE He has a plan for you; SURRENDER your life to His Plan, and BELIEVE He will equip you to do what He has called you to do.

You can do it!
Amen

giving up????

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so so tired but life must go on Nernny.God is my only hope when things become worst and looks impossible for me.i felt that i just want to drop everything and stop but He strengthens me towards my difficulties..when things happen that i really cannot handle again and again i kept it for my self..He always make me feel that i am not alone...NERNNY YOU ARE NOT ALONE BECAUSE I AM WITH YOU EVERY SINGLE OF YOUR STEPS..thank you Lord!

Chaiyyooo gambateh Narnia:)

blessed week

it has been a really busy week for me but I thank God that He still enable me spent time with Him.i want to share a lot on how God really bless me this week.



First thing was during MKK10 last Tuesday.During the practice and even the last rehearsal I was so stress because the drama still not good and I also faced problem with the other MKK10 AJK.I was thinking to give up but God was so faithful and He strengthens me every time I wanna quit.During the MKK10 itself I did some mistakes but praise the Lord that it doesn't really effect the whole event and everyone was so blesses with that event,HALLELUJAH!

After the MKK10,another event coming which is my college dinner..and they asked me to become the VVIP usher.I was so stress again because the VVIP is my university NC.I am nervous and I scared that I can't do well.but I really thank God that He reminds me today that nothing I can't do if I rely upon Him.That's right!

and today I attended Y4C.Bro.Alung from Indonesia was shared about "the young generation is you".The first point that he shared was, we been chosen from the very beginning of our creation for His big plan.The plan is to share His light in this dark world..it can be in many ways.So he said every time when we speak with someone do remember to include indirectly the Word of God..
The second point was start to serve God where ever He puts you..no matter in your college,class or church.ad move to one level to another level of serving Him by extend and enlarge your capabilities in serving God.do not stick in one thing without improving it.Cuba gali potensi anda dalam melayani anda dan berhenti dengan keterbatasan "I CAN'T DO THAT AND THIS!".
The last one was about building close relationship with God.every time and every day make time for Him and draw close to His presence.Dengan meluangkan masa dengan Tuhan,maka Dia akan lebih dekat dengan kita dan kita akn lebih sensitif untuk mengetahui kehendak hatiNya dalam kehidupan kita.

I just want to share one testimony about my financial this week.We have lots event and field trip which required me to use lots money as well.but I really learn to trust God that He will faithful in blessing and providing our needs if we choose to be faithful in giving our best portion to Him.Honestly sometime I doubt God goodness but I Learn to just believe Him by giving my best during offering.and God open the door for other people to bless me just in PERFECT TIME!how great is our God..AMEN!How I develop all this??through my close relationship with Him..praying and meditate His Word.it was amazing experience when you choose to put Him at the first place in your life.

So everything and anything is in God's hand..and TRUST-HAVE FAITH-BELIEVE HIM and you will see the difference!

God bless!

I TRUST YOU LORD

this few days God really spoke to me about trusting Him.its just unexplainable.no matter what I am doing but suddenly God just bring me to the point of worshiping Him in prayer and reading His Word.It was very amazing experience where God will show you something new out of your problems and everything.it has been a tough week for me but I can say that,God is always there for me.Yesterday i received the encouragement card for one of my Cf event and the verse that I have was Psalms 37:5.this morning when I wanna do my devotions..God brings me again to the verse..and okey I told thank You.but just now when i was looking through one of my friend album photo in fb suddenly God just wants me to open Psalm 37 again.and when I checked back the last photo that i want to see in my friend's album..guess what its a bible verse.."TRUST IN YOUR LORD".actually when God asked me to open Psalm 37,I was trying to tell myself..i read the verse twice..why must that verse again.so I just open my Bible and read.while I am reading the verse God started to remind me of everything that I've been through my life..and I really learn to trust Him step by step..as in Psalm 37:4 says, "take delight in the Lord and He will give you your heart's desires". frankly speaking I do not know what I really want in my life..but one thing that I am really sure is I want to be like Jesus..i do not want to be me..but Him.JESUS IS MY EVERYTHING..HE NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE..HE NEVER GIVE UP ON ME..AND that is the reason why I want to be like Him.Jesus is MY SAVIOR AND HE DIES FOR MY SINS and He accepted me for who am I.

God..teach me more and lead me more..draw me more close to YOU day by day.NOW I AM GIVING YOU THE FULL PERMISSION TO DO EVERYTHING YOU WANT IN MY LIFE.amen..

"take delight in the Lord and He will give you your heart's desires.Commit everything you do to the Lord.Trust Him and He will help you."
PSALM 37:4-5