Believe it or Not

whooah..
I just can't believe that finally somebody make it happen.I do not know either I should be happy about it or just ignore it but honestly I can't do anything...things happen in our life without we realizing it but one thing I believe is everything happened for a reason.If that is the best for the person so let it happen.I am happy for any changes but deep in my heart I am bit sad for the changes..hahaha its kind of funny why should I sad about that but yeah just learn to accept that the person deserved the best.again I felt a bit guilty about what I had done by giving wrong perception about that person..sorry for that and just wanna wish all the best for the changes.
hahahah then you Nernny..stop blaming yourself.everything was good now...no worries yeah.

The Good in Guilt

Did you know that guilt can be good? Guilt means that your conscience is working. The time to be concerned is when you don't feel guilt, when you can sin against God again and again and feel no remorse or sense of wrongdoing.
If you are a believer—one of His sons or daughters—and you go astray, the Holy Spirit will convict you of your sin. He will call you on it, because He loves you. He will reprove you, just like a father reproves his child.God disciplines His own children.
When you know you have sinned, the devil says, "Run! Don't go to God!" He will try to drive you away into despair.But the Holy Spirit says, "Repent—now." So that is what you need to do. Ask for God's forgiveness. And once you have, don't keep going over and over it again.
You should not choose to remember what God has chosen to forget. God has a big eraser. And if He has used it your life, then be thankful that your sin is not only forgiven, but it is forgotten.

"The Lord discipline those he loves, and he punishes each one he accepts as his child." Hebrews 12:6

Jesus cares!!!!

Throughout life, we are all faced with fears of the unknown and personal problems that seem hopeless or scary, and it is so easy to get caught up in our emotions, forgetting to look for God. In some situations, we may even find ourselves wondering if God is really aware of our problems, and doubt if He really cares, but 1 Peter 5:7 is a sweet reminder that He is aware, He does care, and He is with us.

1 Peter 5:7 Give all your worries and cares to God, for he cares about you (NLT)

Colossians 1:10 (AMP)

Walk,Live and Conduct yourselves in a manner worthy of the Lord, fully pleasing to Him and a desiring to please Him in all things, bearing fruit in every good work and steadily growing and increasing in and by the knowledge of God with fuller, deeper, and clearer insight,acquaintance, and recognition.
Amen.God Bless You!

Important things that you should know about me

hahahha welcome back:)

After one week break now I am back to my sweet room,meet my Meg and Max..my strawberry pillow hehehe and studies again.

There is something that keep on playing in my head through out this week..and during our cg in EH SA last Friday i got the question for ice-breaking..'What are the important things that people should know about you".I remember I shared with them about myself of being so kindhearted until the point I will forget about my own needs for others.But actually there is something in my mind that I really want to tell...

I am a type of person who likes to share but actually at the same time I am very SECRETIVE.I will share those things that I think necessary and I will keep the rest which for me unnecessary things as secret.But today as we talking and discuss during SPK in SIB Kajang,I realize that I am too secretive and because of that I limit God to work in my life.I keep all my problems in me and i pretend that I can handle it.I like to listen to others problem and I always think that I no need to tell my problems because I do not want people around me to worry about myself..or in other word I do not like to get sympathy from other people.

I always want to look strong but actually I am not.I only share my big problem with God and He knows everything about me.But being honest with you I am tired of pretending for who am I.It has been 4 years that I trying to look strong but this year as I walk to new season of spiritual life I told God that I am giving up of pretending.I want to release everything.so I pray that He will give me the courage to start being open step by step.."Keterbukaan adalah awal dari pemulihan".I really believe on this and I will do it.Its hard but through God I can do everything.Amen:)

Sabah Trip

yeah..i can't believe now I am in Sabah spending my CNY break for freeeeeeee.hahahha it was great and i really thank God for helping me.honestly i do not know the road and not familiar with Kota Kinabalu but God sending me my cousin to taught me to go around Kota Kinabalu and guess what....i can remember the road hallelujah!!sometimes its hard but God strengthen me all the time and i am so grateful that He is so loving!!!

Thank You Jesus!

God wants you to know ...

On this day of your life, Nernny, we believe God wants you to know ... that it is time to finally forgive yourself. You've carried the guilt, the shame for long enough. You've kept your wounds open for long enough. The time has come to let go, to heal. Keep the lessons and let the pain heal. Yes, you know what we are talking about it.

I love this so much..waiting for the time to come.that's right,i should forgive myself..i am free :)))

big day BIG GOD

God is BIG GOD..not in size :) but in His mighty work.I am super super amazed by His power and love that He gave such wonderful people around me..i am do grateful that i have my best friends,my lovely course mates,my strict but loving lecturers and nice people around me..again and again when i felt no more hope God helps me through them.i have a busy day today with presentations and classes..normal but honestly i am a bit stress but finally i am able to thank God that i am still alive hahahaha..miracle happened and i believe all is because of God's work..Thank You Father that you have heard me,I knew that You ALWAYS HEAR ME (John11:41-42)....I love You Jesus!!

happy yeah:))

something makes me happy today.actually i do not really sure either i should be happy for that or no hihi.yeah..it seems that i am not ready for that yet i guess..but wait and see what will happen.Sometimes i want to ask hows life going on and so on but i choose to just forget about it.it does not a big matter..i still can handle that.so that's why all the simple things really bring lots meaning to me..when you say "thank you"..i really appreciate that and makes me smile the whole day..so so so pelik this narnia hahahahhaha

wondering..thinking..waiting patiently..

have you been waiting for something you do not sure about?but..i did.it was quite difficult to trust something that you not sure about and at the same time you have to really think deeply about it.i wonder if i will get the answer today at this moment but it will never happen for sure:).so..i can't do anything other than trusting God that He will make it happen for me.its hard and really hard.sometime i felt so down and tired thinking about it but i choose to not turning back!that is my promise..and i will never break it.i promised God something and honestly i always get my self into position where i feel i want to just break my promised but..looking into God's faithfulness in my life again and again i told my self..DO NOT DO THAT!thank God that He enable me to go through all this to strengthen me and helps me to grown more in my spiritual journey.more great things yet to come..i just have to WAIT PATIENTLY FOR HIM:)))

So blessed!

Today i really feel like home..i miss my cf in Kudat.everything just reminds me about what we used to do back in our cf.we really welcome people and love them.i guess i found what i wanted but still praying for God's conformation heheh.