Yeah how does 2012 looks like for me..
2012 ia a year full with adventure. I get the chance to visit different places and for the first time landed Timor Leste-one of my mission country list \0/. Get to know new people too..plus met Isabella and Dream last year (happy!) and yeah my last year with my good sista-Chef Rein because she graduated..with many new things happened in 2012-OBRIGADA AMAN!
2013? Seriously I started quite well with our thanksgiving service in church then everything came back to normal for me because we were busy with my final exam in my campus..yeah no more exam ~~lalalalala~~
Not even one month I guess my first month of 2013 full with trash :( especially when it comes to my personal relationship with Daddy. Hard moment actually..struggling with my flesh-harmful habits and at the same time Daddy is calling me for repentance and not only that at the other hand I was given new opportunity in our church ministry..Why is Daddy soo good to me?
So how am I going to continue my hopeless journey in 2013?? Thats why our God called as FORGIVING GOD-and that was what exactly Daddy did to me. Sometimes I did asked Him..why can't He just give up on me-the stubborn daughter. and Daddy gave me Hid simple answer- Because He Loves Me!- Its not only my second chances of being forgiven but I guess its countless chances huh?
Really its- AMAZING GRACE-Great sinner like me has been forgiven by Him again and again-Our Savior and Loving God!
2013..So since Daddy give me another chance to let Him repair what I have destroy earlier..nothing I can do other than carefully live out my 2013 journey in OBEDIENCE. Daddy gave me 2 Corinthians 5:7 as my 2013 theme:
"I Will Walk In Faith Even When I Cannot See"
2013 is a called to:
Trust Him even thing looks impossible
Obey Him even I can't understand
Look upon Him even I can't see Him
Serve Him faithfully in everything He entrusted me
But as I sat back again looking at the theme Daddy gave me..I was thinking what makes me to trust Him even thing looks impossible? one thing came to my mind-RELATIONSHIP- ya exactly! for me to be ale to trust Him my 2013 is I need to really have deep relationship with Him! You see without knowing Him well how can I trust Him? wow I am in a relationship- with DADDY hahhaha.
So yeah since I am in a relationship with Daddy 2013 is not my journey alone but OUR JOURNEY :) Journeying and walking together in 2013. I know its not gonna be easy but as long as I hold on to Him-surely I will be able to go through it. Difficulties, mistakes and even trials may tempt me to turn away from Daddy but like what I always said-dont run away from God but run toward Him! I believe in positive side of all the difficulties , mistakes and trials in our life-they will stimulate the growth and maturity of our faith.
So beloved..come let us continue our journey in 2013 with our Master. Instead of us let Him the One who leads our journey.
Daddy..
I commit to You our 2013
Let this year be a year filled with Your miracles and
I know its gonna be unexpected journey but help me
Help me to walk in humbleness
Help me to live in holiness
Help me to carefully obey everything You ask me to
Guide me and lead me in Your Own way
In everything : my study, my future job, my family and friends, the ministry You entrusted me and my relationship too..
Hau Hadomi O Aman!
Agape,
Narnia