Friday, April 27, 2012

Beautiful Things out Of Broken Heart

My Beautiful Warrior,

What you may see as broken inside yourself, I see as beautiful. I am the One who makes beautiful things out of broken hearts. I am the same God who took a brokenhearted orphan named Esther and turned her into a queen who saved My people.

Just as I used Esther's pain for My purpose, I will not waste a single tear you have shed, My love. I can and will use whatever is broken in your life for My glory. My love and mercy will shine brightest in those broken places. I will not only use what is broken, I will rebuild you to become even better and more beautiful than you could ever imagine.

Love,
Your King who sees your true beauty

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Change My Heart


Elo!
I found out this new song and I tell you that it was a very awesome song..be blessed!

Change This Heart - Sidewalk Prophets
I've been trying to run away from this false reality 
no matter where I turn my back You're always right in front of me 
so I push You away, but I don't know that I'm wrong 
I don't know the words to say to make my faith that strong 

so I will pray to You right now 
to take away my sin 
heal away my brokenness 
and change this heart again 

without You I am nothing 
but a weak and dying man 
so I will pray to You right now 
and change this heart again 

what is going through the motions 
if my life is still the same 
everyday's the same old puzzle 
all the pieces re-arranged 
and I refuse Your help 
out of my own selfish pride 
Lord I have so many masks 
to cover up and hide 

so I will pray to You right now 
to take away my sin 
come heal away my brokenness 
and change this heart again 
without You I am nothing 
but a weak and a dying man 

so I will pray to You right now 
come change this heart again 

so I will pray to You my Lord 
to change this heart again 

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

My Journey with Daddy



Second day of my journey with Daddy and again Daddy reminded me about COMPROMISING (my previous post).

The question that I ask myself, “Do I compromise?”
And my answer is YES-MANY TIMES. 

Worst than before. That’s why I made decision to have Special Journey with Daddy. I am tired of thinking how bad I am if I won’t stop doing or thinking those stuff that I am not suppose to do. I am tired of being person who compromise a lot.

I compromise with my emotions my flesh and many more. Frustrated and being hurt and I allowed those bad stuff control my emotion and feeling instead of forgiving.

But as I sat back today and think..what I had done? I read my old posts when I just started this blog and I realize how good God to me. And now? I just screwed up..nothing works and will never unless I really want to come back to Daddy.

So Daddy, I commit my Special Journey with You into Your hands. Help me to understand and rediscover what I’ve lost in my life. Help me to come back to what You want to be. I need You Daddy. Love you
Narnia 


Don't Ever Compromise





My Princess,
In your weakness, I will keep you strong, My child. I am well aware of the many things in this life that war against your spirit and your soul. I know it feels like distractions and difficulties are sent daily to test your character and convictions. 

Remember, My love, this life is not a dress rehearsal. It's the real thing, and I'm training you through these tests to trust Me. I am preparing you today for your future life in heaven. So seek Me in prayer for My strength, and don't give in to temptation or compromise. They are like quicksand lying on your path to righteousness. Hold on to Me and My power within you, and I promise that you will make it through. When the wicked winds try to blow out the flame of your faith or try to cause you to compromise, stand on My truth...I am your solid Rock, and you can conquer anything in My strength.

Love,
Your King and your Rock


~
"Temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will keep the temptation from becoming so strong that you can't stand up against it. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you will not give in to it."
~1 Corinthians 10:13~

Monday, April 16, 2012

Considering

Narnia:)
If you're desiring God's plan for your life...consider the following 3 things:

1. Look at the fruits of what you do with your time. Consider fasting off distractions for 30 days so you will hear God's voice clearly.

2. Before you move in any new direction, pray hard and count the cost of what you are giving up before you walk away from something or someone God may have given to you.

3. Purify yourself.  By what you read, watch and listen to so you won't be misdirected by the moral decay and deception of this world.


Let me pray for you...

Dear God, 
I pray you would open the eyes, ears and heart of your precious child so that she can hear your voice clearly. I pray today You would use her in a surprising way. I ask in Jesus' name that you will Renew her Passion for your daily purpose in her life. Amen


"If you continue in My word, then you are truly disciples of Mine; and you will know the truth, and the truth will make you free."
~John 8:31, 32

-Sheri Rose-

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

New Foundation of LOVE


"Love never gives up, never loses faith,
is always hopeful, and endures through
every circumstance." 
~1 Corinthians 13:7~ 

Dear Friends,   

I know it is hard to believe one person's love and reaction to the ruins of relationships will help rebuild our broken society, but it's TRUE. Our God can and will rebuild a beautiful life out of any broken heart willing to make a change. He will use one sacrificial choice, one act of forgiveness, one sincere repentant heart, and one woman who is willing to step out in faith and start rebuilding with love. 
 
I don't know where you stand today with the man you love or loved-or if you are single, divorced, separated, or widowed-but would you consider taking a step of faith with me and begin building a new foundation of love? I have discovered that healing begins and hope is restored when you and I use our pain to bring change and allow God to show us a picture bigger than our own desires...I hope your answer is YES. 
 

Monday, April 9, 2012

You Brought Me Home


Yahoo!!!Jesus is my Redeemer

Your name oh Lord endures forever
Your fame oh Lord for all time
Your praises Lord will leave me never
Your love oh Lord is all mine

To Him my wisdom made the heavens
And His mercy ever lasting
To the One who gives salvation
I lift up my soul to You

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed yourself on the cross to bring me home
You brought me home

Your name oh Lord endures forever
Your fame oh Lord for all time
Your praises Lord will leave me never
Your love oh Lord is all mine

To Him my wisdom made the heavens
And His mercy ever lasting
To the One who gives salvation
I lift up my soul to You

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed yourself on the cross to bring me home

Jesus, Savior, holy Lord
I know that You'll never forsake me or leave me alone
My Redeemer, Jesus Christ
You sacrificed Yourself on the cross to bring me home
You brought me home

Friday, April 6, 2012

AN EASTER LETTER TO DADDY

DADDY,
While reading again what happened during the last supper (Luke 22), I tried to put myself in that situation. Trying to figure out if I were there, what will be my respond towards You. And finally I am nothing more but just like Judas Iscariot and even Peter. They were Your disciples yet still denying, betraying and even crucify You on the cross! As I look back to my life now.. I am the the morden version of Peter and Judas Iscariot. I am not proud with that but that is the reality.
In Luke 22:40, “Pray that you will not give in temptation”..yet what did Your disciples had done? You find them asleep! And me?? Is the any word that is worst than asleep?? Whatever the word is..that is the best word to describe me. I just felt exhausted and forgot to pray and forgot You as well. Bad Narnia!

DADDY,
You died for my sin but what did I give You back in return? Nothing..zero. Instead of appreciating what You had done for me on the cross-bought me with high price and set me free..I choose to run away from You. I choose to ignore and didn’t listen to You..I just kick You out from my daily life.
But as much You love me, You never let me running away from You so long. Today Your word hit me badly..very bad until my heart broken so badly and I couldn’t sleep so wrote this letter for You. Like what Sis Kim Cheng said today during PERKEB:
“PLEASE, GET TO KNOW JESUS MORE!”
I knew You long time ago but only by Name seriously. I even finished reading the whole Bible but nothing change. Because even as I pray and try to read Your Word everyday..I did that for the sake of doing and routine. I didn’t really let Your word speaks and works in me!

DADDY,
Like what You told Simon (Luke 22:32),
“your faith should not fail. When you have REPENTED and TURNED TO ME AGAIN….”
What really hit me here are-REPENT and TURN TO YOU.
So..let this Easter be a moment of repenting and time to get right with You. As much as You have loved me..I know You want me to come back to You too!

DADDY,
Thank You for never let my Easter just passed empty..thank You for teaching-rebuking and even ‘catch” me back into Your arms. I love You Daddy.

With Love,
Narnia 

BLESSED EASTER EVERYONE!

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I am Back hahah!

HoLa HOLa!!!!!

Its been a loooong time I didn’t update my blog since Abigail (Laptop saya bah :P) masuk ICU for almost 3 weeks hahah. But then I really thank God during that period that I am busy with other stuff so it makes me not really think about Abigail..So much things that I want to thank God for about Abigail:



  1.  I thank God for Rein and Hani for never hesitate to borrow me their laptop to do my assignments.
  2.   I thank God for the person who repair my Abigail hahha..i don’t know his name haha.


Other than that we also had Malam Muzikal Kampus (MMK) just last two days. 



Actually the preparation for MMK was very short-1 month! Again here I want to thank God for:
1.       I thank God for the committee of MMK-Ben,Winnie,Michelle,Cheryl,Joan,Veron,Joji,Grace,Linton, Flo,Steph,Brenda. Thank God for their commitment!
2.       I thank God for each and every one who helped us especially the members of PERKEB, CSS and also CLC.

Many more will come where I do believe that God is always our good Father who never fails to love and provide!