Thursday, January 27, 2011

Gentle Reminder from Daddy


"When i feel that I am alone,God gentle reminds me of His unfailing love,my beloved family and yeah my sampat friends too hahah..then i told my self I am not alone lah"

"When I feel that I am so hopeless, again God reminds me of what He has done in my life where He never fails to fulfill His promises..and now i put back my trust in Him"

"When I feel so sad and super down and i can't feel God is with me..God strengthens me by putting those lovely people around me"

See when we choose to walk with our beloved Daddy..there is nothing can stop you to thank Him for His abundant love.
Comel lah Daddy ni hihihi

Thursday, January 13, 2011

AMAZED!

Lats two days i just found out that my loan money will be bank in into my account on july. Honestly i was so so hopeless and i told God that why must this happen this year..my new year. I expected more blessings and new things will happen but it seems that one problem to another confront me since the end of last year. but the Holy Spirit keep on telling..WAIT PATIENTLY!

you know something inn this time of troubles..in my relationship..my studies and even my financial i realize that God never leave me alone even though sometimes i doubting God..but yeah He really cares for what i face now in this situation.Remember i shared in my previous post;

"When we think it seems that God doesn't care with our situation and problem actually He is preparing something for us..more than what we imagine and expect He will do for us"

When i found out about my loan money one word came up in my heart-BERSYUKURLAH-BE GRATEFUL. I was telling God..i know how to be grateful but seriously this is hard situation to be grateful.really!But really I clearly remember what my pastor said about it, even though you don't get anything yet express your gratitude to God..thank Him for His blessings..and yeah i did it.sounds crazy but I choose o trust God. I pray and told my sister about that. She said she will discuss that with my parents..honestly i was worried because i need money to pay for my laptop this monday.i told my friend and ask her to help in prayer.and thank God that i have such a wonderful friends around me:)

so this morning my mama call up but i was in the class. so she call me again after my class. today is her birthday!i didn't mention anything about my loan money because i know my sister will settle that for me.but..suddenly mama said,papa will bank in the money today.Guess what...the amount was more than what i imagine. i was so so amaze with what God has done today! see..if we choose to trust and wait patiently in Him..He will never disappointing us even in small thing.

THANK YOU JESUS FOR THE MIRACLE HAHAH

Tuesday, January 11, 2011

PERTOLONGAN TAK TERDUGA

Haluuu
I was arranging my stuff today and suddenly I saw our church bulletin. I forget to read it during our sunday service since i was helping in the sunday school.
so while i was reading the front page of the bulletin..something really caught my heart.
it says:

"Ketika kita merasa tersepit oleh persoalan hidup dan Tuhan seakan tidak peduli, ternyata Dia sedang meniapkan pertolongan yang tak terduga dan lebih baik dari yang kita harapkan"

very simple yet i was so blessed with it. so friends, no matter how bad our situation is don't let it stopping us to continue believing Him!

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

God's Time

Have you ever been in a situation that makes you really don't know what to do.I've been in that situation.
When i read Psalms 27:11,
"Teach me how to live O Lord.."
i was asking myself do i really allowed God to teach me and correct me?
and today this question came up:
"do i really trust the Lord?"
one question to another starting to came into my mind when i was reading
1 Kings 11:38
"if you will listen to all that I command you, and will walk in My ways, and do what is right in My eyes by keeping My statutes and My commandments..I will be with you"

Listening to His command is not really hard but to make sure we are walking in His ways..we have and need to know Him more!its everyday process.To trust God has prepared something for you in the future, that trust cannot built within 1 hour nor 1 day.we have to give God 100% access in every aspects of our life to teach, to guide and to lead us in His ways.i am going through all these..and i believe the same thing happen to you.

so after you allowed God to teach and take over yourlife..what will you do when you are in a situation which require you to make a hard and hard decision..asking God and pray that is right. but when seems no answer from God what will you do?
let me share with you something,i been in this situation. it takes me 5 days to pray hard about it yet still no answer. and i watch one video saying,
"If you are not heard God speaking out of that specific situation,its because you are not suppose to make decision in that moment"
is that true? why God wants us to wait? its very simple..God has something better for you and me in His perfect time..wait patiently.

PSALMS 37:7
"Be still before the Lord and WAIT PATIENTLY FOR HIM"

sometimes i failed to do this..i want the answer now when i faced problem..i want God to answer me without making me waiting for Him. but now..i told myself..wait patiently and you will never regret.

and yeah now i know what God wants me to do..come back for my people to answer my calling there.how about you? have you been asking and waiting for God? don't rush..be still.He will lead you in His ways just like how He did to me.

Jesus loves you all beloved!

Monday, January 3, 2011

Understanding God's calling??

hahha its 2011 :)
We celebrate New Year in church and Ps.David shared to us Romans 12:1-5.
Its about we being united and partnership with God by having close relationship with Him through His Word and prayer with consistency! and after that we wrote our vision for 2011. So i wrote mine,to go deeper in His Word and consistent in prayer.This is the year I think..urmmm 100% sure hahah..that I really have to move to the next level in my relationship with God. I really want to give the best not only in serving God but also in my study.

When i said about getting closer to God..its something to do with listening to His instructions clearly. Last month during NC i remember i wrote a covenant before God:
"Dear Lord, whatever You ask me to do,wherever You send me to and whenever You want me to go..I am willing."
I tell you when I wrote this what was in my mind is i just want to obey Him in every aspect of my life without giving excuses to God without expecting anything. and 1 week after that i received a call regarding youth prayer gathering. I was so excited for that because it was in my prayer for so long to join youth prayer gathering to reach out the youth in Malaysia.For me i just love being with youth maybe because most my life i grown up with my youth in our Christian Fellowship.I told God about that and just thank Him for the opportunity.
After i came back from break I met the person in charge of the youth prayer gathering. He explained everything to me and he also talked about the commitment i have to make if i join them. As a human for me that commitment is very hard for me to accept but when i came back to my room something happen. I just can't understand what happen to me..it seems so heavy..the burden to reach out the young generation. and i remember the covenant that i made during NC.Lord..could it be..???
I fast and pray about that matter but i just not sure about what should i do. but this morning when i listened to one sermon, the pastor said something that really caught my mind:
"LISTEN TO GOD'S CALL.DON'T LIMIT GOD."
and the pastor asked the audience to follow him in one prayer and yeah i followed too. the prayer was very very simple.
"FOR THE GLORY OF GOD AND SOULS OF MAN, SEND ME O LORD!"

I just can't control myself and i told God..show me the right way and the right decision for this matter. Its not gonna be easy for me, maybe i have to sacrifice lots things..i don't know.

"Daddy,help me to understand Your will and be sensitive to Your wills and willing to obeys You. In Jesus' name.Amen"